You know what is your charm? It is not in your face. It is in your personality. It doesnt look like a lot, but it is everything.
Never take girls seriously for their words, take them seriously for their feelings. Yet you will never know how they really feel because they cant describe their own feelings, and thats how they mislead the whole world.
When you find out a friendship blooms a little further. M: I feel so annoyed, frustrated, upset, urgh!!! I didnt intend this to happen. V: Because you lost control. M: I was about to say that.
V: Girls cut guys off when they find out that the guy likes them, because they want to protect themself, and protect the guy. After thinking a while. M: But there is noting left to protect, because by then the friendship is already dead. NOTHING LEFT. Guys would not cut girls off even if they found out the girl like them because it is completely unfair. We might just be more cautious about the friendship, but to completely kill the friendship is unfair. We just think we will give you time to handle your own feelings.
I still dont understand why you did what you did. I still ask the question, when and how. I cant rationalise if i dont have that answer. So i shall shut up and stop thinking about it, till then. I hope i would get to talk to you again some day. And God will create that some day, for me, for us, for this.
Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine
ZY! Heyyy big brother! Thank you for being part of the past 3 years of my life, for never ever abandoning me when I needed someone. For taking time off your hectic schedule to spend time and invest into my life. Yes I really appreciate it. Thank you for speaking into me. For being a part of one of the most critical periods of my life. Thank you for always building me up, for making sure I'm sure of who I am and who I wna be. For giving me the freedom to lead my life, but always guiding me when I go a lil haywire. Thank you big brother. Thank you so much. (: You've impacted my life.
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Maybe its nice someone remembered me by my chinese name. Voice from the past in the present.
These are words to a man dying of thirst in a desert of abandonment. When all you ask yourself is Have i lived to make that impact in anyone's life? And now you find courage to speak on.
Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine
Sensitive enough. Good acting. I was just waiting for it to go. To pass. I dare you, stay strong. Hold your emotions together. No one said Like Stay strong and trust God in everything, in all of this.
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You surrender to God, not because you were in a fight with Him. You surrender because you got tired of fighting with yourself, and you know its time God take over.
Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine
03/07/2010
No matter how incomprehensible God is, He is simple, and that makes Him both comprehensible and incomprehensible :)
We can experience God in different ways, But He is still the same God to us all.
A best friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.
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They say you will have a personal relationship with God. Its more than knowing Him in church, through His word and prayer.
Its knowing and feeling God in a way only you do. Uniquely yours. The coolest part is that you hold a little piece of Him, because He placed a little piece of His creativity bank in you. Thus only you communicate with Him the way you would do. And that makes it personal.
Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine
02/07/2010
What are the things you wanted to do all your life but never found the courage to do it?
Walk alone in the hospital Then Walk to a random bed ridden old man/woman and talk to them about their entire life Eat alone at some nice restaurant Tell mum and dad i love you in their face Dance alone in the rain...just because i feel like it
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Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine
27/06/2010
There were moments when i saw sparks myself too. I just chose to silent them.
Promises are made when they are kept.
I promise you, i would see you smile on your wedding day.
Why did i not know exclusivity was an issue all along, i only thought words, character, personality was. I still think, Omygoodness, this is so unfair.
Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine
26/06/2010
Silence in a friendship could just mean the death of one. It s like the heart beating machine, it doesnt beat anymore, it just lay out one continuous silent line.
The death of a friendship.
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I run. And I run strong. With strides that signifies strength. With pace that symbolize speed. With God given breaths.
I run because He gives me shoes of grace. I run because I know He is with me, and waiting for me at the finishing line.
