29/09/2006
I Cried.
Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine
28/09/2006
i am driving myself mad, my parents do drive me mad as well, sometimes. i remembered once, they said, "eh ni hen relax hor?" in chinese, and on that day i studied 8 hrs, i was infuriated by their words! like WTH. how insensitive our parents can get? hope you understand where i am coming from? UGH SICK LAH. they only see me relaxing? WTH! and this pressure is driving me insane! the temptaion of using the F word keeps coming! and i plan not to use it. will not let curse and praise come out of the same mouth! someone helpe me man! like WTH. when i talk to GOD, i ask him about 6points, nothing much more beyond that? can you imagine you are talkig to GOD only aobut studies? not anymore about family, friends, cell, i have seem so absorbed in stuying till i shut off my mind from everythig else? this is so unfair! this is mentally crippling... argh!!! screams....and you know what>? think my mum is total ridiculous? i once said goign to cousin house to study? then she felt that i was actually studying> like WTH again. must i tell you that i am going out to study then it would register in your head that i am studying? then fatehr ask so how s it going? then i say i studied 8hrs today...then he comes up with some theory is not how much you study and all that crap! like WTH again, cant you give me some nice words to listen, like great! keep it up, take a break... you did well, but instead its not how much you study that matter? true lahz. but PLS LAH SAY this kind of bullshit at the right time? not after i stepped out of my room from 8 hrs of studying> like you make me feel i am not going to make it! SHIT MAN. this people kill you mentally?!!! hate it so much!and my mum. she keep saying i am very relax? LIKE WTH!!! get lost lah mum! i am so mad right now. i sit in front of the com for like 1 hr each day for two consecutive days. when i like just finished prelims two days ago, and you want me to start studying again! and now you say i am relaxed? like GET LOST. you are such an annoyance! i want to relax also cannot? i will die one day cause of you! URGH! wait till i break down in depression then your would stop right?!? GET LOST LAH! leave me alone. and they keep saying that i think too highly of myself! like WHAT, i do not think highly of myself. in fact i doubt my abilities, even if i am able to do it. i appear to think highly of myself because i must motivate myself, must tell myself i can do it! like your dont understand me at all. SO GET LOST!!! and now you come into the picture making me feel like a failure. its this kind of parents that produce kids who grow up as failures. they think they are a failure therefore they are one! i know that mental barrier, and will not succumb to it. but you can try not to place that mental barrier there in the first place? thank you.!!! why are you so worried?!? i am worried as well! and you make me feel like some idiot by worrying more and adding pressure on me.! SHIT lah. feeling so tired now...my prelims totally suck!?! like ahz.. and the results you received in turn will haunt you! like this is the fate i will land up! perspective can be killing, cripple your potentail, and steal your destiny! the results i have is pretty far from what i have hoped for. and i have to constantly remind myself let not my past failuers hinder me from future achievements. and the promises i make. i have to keep them, because these are the people i love. and it just add pressure again? cause you are mentally doubtful if you can reach your destination, what happen if you slip, falter, make a mistake, am careless? and you can sob all you want because you lost your destination. I HATE YOU CAMBRIDGE PPL, MAKE MY LIFE MISERABLE, YOU WHY CANT YOU GET OUT OF MY LIFE? WHY SET O LVLS>? and i am labelled by a piece of paper. my abilities is determined by some stupid cert! my future is sealed by a digit? WTH! and you can carry on with life thinking, " SHIT, i just cant make it!" this is mentally killing! k, its been lots of depressing words in this post so far. hopefully none would read this, and feel my pain. i write this down in order to get rid of it. and move on. and for those unfortunate ones who happen to read this post, i will try to inspire you in my next section.been thinking so much abou studying, till i conclude many conclusions. cant remeber all though but here are a few. firstly if you tell yourself you cant make it, then you cant. its like if you tell yourself the ceiling is at this height, then it is, point is, you will eventually believe you are unable to do it, that that is your maximum potential. i dont beleive in that. your best is still when you reach the best. A1. you have a B3 cause you think you can only getB3. of course you have to do what is neccesary for taht A1 to come to pass, but firstly its the brain that will bring you there. also, you have to turn a deaf ear upon negative thoughts and words. you have to keep in mind that it is possible...if you do not leave any possiblity for A1, then you have just close the door to your destination in A1. its mental resilience. you cannot be affected by your present result, because if you are, then you have just fall into a belief that you cant do it, thus not unleashing your maximum potential, in short minimising your potential. AH whatever lah. LIFE sucks, thats why we need GOD. (one of the reasons why we need him)and pls dont go around rebelling your parents, though this sounds like it contradicts with my previous section of the post, but dont do so, cause if you rebel against them, you have just undermined the shelter over your head, the comfort you seek in times of need, they are your parents and nothing changes that. no one else can be your parent. so you have to accept it. point is its wrong to rebel agianst them, cause its like you demolish the house you are staying in, because ultimately they are the one that provide the warmth and love you need.but again, its not wrong to be angry at them, but mind your actions! we all have emotions, you might need to voice it out at times...GOD save me from this mental torment...
Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine
23/09/2006
ok, firstly i didnt really get the chance to thank those who i want to thank last night. haha. ok firstly sherms mum was like whoa, i am not refering to her firgure, cause i never even saw her, but over msn, gave me lots of scary!!! facts, and advice, thanks for offering to be there at the hospital, to peh me. but dont mafan others. then got cousin and tuition teacher! like wah they are just so nice!!! willing to peh me like last minute notice kind of thing, but they had stuff to do? but they are willing to do so i feel quite touched liao lah! smiles. cousin willing to forsake dinner for me ok!?! so nice of her. thank you jusze jiejie.!!! hugs! ok tuition teacher also nice lah! was very caring too. ok. then in the end mum came and brought me to hospital! and guess what! costs 172!!! ah sick man. like so ex. 50 bucks for extra chrage casue its after 5pm and take X-ray, so the midnight charge theory is untrue. yah! sobs. like father of course angry lah, got scold lah! but like dont exactly understand my situation? like you skateboard of course got risk of getting hurt? like you want to step out of comfort zone of course got risk right? like dur? and likewise want to master a new move must be brave enough to go for it. yah, but ok lah 172 bucks fly away of course upset lah.ok and the hospital visit was a most amussig one! like ok limp into the accident and emergeny department. fun man, i got to sit on wheel chair! feels so fun and weird at the same time. casue like when you are waiting they place you beside the chairs so like yah, you feel handicapped and special at the same time. then took bloodpressure, ate painkiller, which was a pain the mouth, cause its super bitter?!? PAIN KILLERS ARE A PAIN TO ME!!! they dont kill pain they create it. oh the nurse gave it to me after the doctor analysed me. like he press on the injured part a bit only, then cant stop myself from saying argh!! argh!! yes yes pain pain. like sotp lah!!! haha. i say pain means really pain? haha, ok must prove that i am not faking it! then the pain like got worse after doctor press!!!! OUCH. sit down and you acn feel the swell within. ok so i am on wheelchair ( oh andy and loo, little britain! ), then went downstair for X-RAY! oh yah, got this indian man who was like a helper, but not a nurse nor a doctor and he like pushed me around!?! and guess what i thought he was some cleaner, and know what he look like a man who pour teh tarik at your coffeshop lah!?! like are you at the right place? and he has a moustache that is super long and thick, like one of those that covers the entire mouth, and his eyes a bit red. his skin is really dark. and fluffy hair. oh my gosh, and this man is pushing me around!?! thanks teh tarik man. ok, in X-ray floor now. it was so wuluu..like no one on the floor but this female doctor, who got a good figure! yupz. and like most of the room are close, and so many radioactive signs around. then the lights are pretty dim, silence filled the air. does this sound like some resident evil, or house of the dead? like scary!!!. ok and then in X-ray room, there was WINNIE! oh my gosh, those 30 bucks type one, pretty big! and it has a sunshine hat on its head, and its like covered in a shower cap material type. but this aint a shower cap, its a extra big shower cap that fits the entire winnie! how about more like a radioactive suit? LOL. and there was little soft toys here and there, wonder does all this belong to the female doc? so this is one of the few times when people take photos of your leg instead of your face? and you pose in awkward positions? and the female doc keep saying sorry ah! sorry ah! then adjust your leg, gentally, wah so nice. like ok leave you to your fantasys...guys dont think too far! ok, and the X ray thing was super huge!!! like there is one long big pipe connected to it and to the wall, it has a size of firehose? or maybe some spray hose you use against aliens? huge lah!!! and then its like built in a cross position so the X ray thing can like move from left to right, top to bottom, yah. aiya dont ask of the angle which the female doc took the pictures...and the X ray ting make lots of noise!!! like some big robot then whenever it moves, it hinges. chi king. chinag! ok then after X-ray went back up to somewhere less wuluu, but the ground floor now super happening. like the stuff more than patients lah! oh and the doctor that attened to me, look like mr lin ganfeng!. haha, the size the same one, just that doctor slimmer. and his belly protrudes out, so the way he walk is quite comical. and he reminds me of the sims hospital. those plump but not obese doctors. and he gives you the impression that he will remain sane after 24 hrs of work, at most just doze off while attending to some patient. LOL/ ok then while i waited for the doctor to summon me once more, i saw this baby, with eyes like golley!>? 2 cm in diamter for each eye!!! HUGE MAN. and his face is so small and the eyes are so big! and saw this guy nurse, and he looks super american type of black, coffee brown skin, BALD HEAD! TOTALLY CLEAN. and has a moustache and beard, so his entire face like got one inner and outer ring of hair around his mouth? and some more he wears specs. oh he was the one who helped bandage my foot. and he likes the word thingY! i am in the bandage, needle, lots of weird equipment room. so saw the needles, for injection~ then got different size some more, so asked him about it. then we kept talking. the word thingy appears now and then. then ask my school, what age. then indian man push me out. like huh? thats the end of our conversation? like so weird, this man meets dozens of people like me everyday? and then this is how short our interaction was. and dont think would ever meet him again in my life. yah. sets me thinking, about his life.now i wonder what kind of lives these people lead in the hospital? you keep seeing so many people everyday? and your interaction with them is so unpredictable, it might end anytime? and you are just there to be there kind of thing? cause we need people in the hospital? yah might write something about this? ok so this is all i can recall from one hour of time spent in hospital? pretty amazing how much my brain recorded? got minor details but left them out. yupz. oh and THANK GOD I SPRIANED MY ANKLE AFTER PRELIMS AND NOT DURING? yupz.
Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine
22/09/2006
yupz! the day in a way only started at 9? when my final paper is over! and i like never study for it cause like aiya heck lah! but this is not the attitude for Olvls lah! hehe. ok first thing...i made lots of arrangements today! like tmr how? goign out with adam to catch a movie, and eat chicken chop at toa payoh! sunday go east coast how? later dinenr how? now how? ok wanted to go ricky house to kill time, then thought aiya go lan lah! since today got so many ppl. and like 11 of us! whee. but lan was not fun as usual. but aiya chill off time lah. cost me 6 bugs man. but aiya spend time with friends not so bad lah. but sometimes you just get annouyed at your friends playing. some are pure arrogance. and some are showoffs. no mercy playing. then you just get pissed?!? yucks. hate it man.ok then finished lan at 1. stoped playing but the others played on loh.then went to ricky's huose. watched him and oswin play KH2...then oswin keep retrying to beat ricky's score. ok but he didnt managed lah. and the graphics totally rocks. then went to school. to celebrate for farewell party... and had cake and pizza. whoa. and we senoirs got a farewell book and let the sec2 and 3s write stuff to us. ms yee and ms pan also got write to us loh.yah. then after that went skate park. here is the fun part! I SPRAINED MY ANKLE!!! whee. never sprained till so bad man. was like fell on the left side then on the ride side. now totally lost balance and fell down flat. good thing was at the back of the skate park, so not blocking anyone, i like took 30secs. and i sat down there like ARGH! PAIN. then like crawl over to a platform to sit...wah pain.thank GOD sherman was around, so can get some massage advice. but well still have to see doctor. think going now. go see x-RAY. sobs, MONEY!!! LIKE no!!!yah. and dinner totally rocks. oh saw this guy at skate park!he totally look like jack sparrow. his head got hairband.long hair.dark maly type skin. and face looks exactly like him! whoa...and his kickflip was damn high and damn solid..aiya wasted today broght deck in the end never use much...sobs. ok learnt something from sherms mum. pain is good! cause it signals you the danger you might be in as in your leg might be fractured. if dont feel pain then you DIE!ok so pain from past incidents can push us on, or paralyses us! ok...hope i get to alexandra hospital before 10.30! then no midnight charge. yah. and i thank those who are willing to peh me go hospital. yah thanks alot!
Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine
21/09/2006
its amazing how GOD creates the sun. and its even more amazing how different people from different parts of the world see the sunset and sunrise. the view would be so different from so many angles. what one may see as red orange sun, might be a bright yellow sun somewhere else on the earth//now i wonder why do i see so many sides of you? like i begin to figure out, we act differently in front of different people. i wish i knew you. we might say something in fornt of certain people becuase we know they can accept it, while we might keep our mouths shut when its someone else. i wish i knew younow we have different moods, again a different personality is reviewed. i wish i knew you.again, when two relatinship is bonded in a certain context, then the basis of that relationship would be in reference to the context. i wish i knew you. and when the context has 'expired', would the relationship just crumble? i wish it would not, for i have not known you. then, when there are different times when you show the side we like, and the side we dislike, we would rather trust the real personality is the side we like. but yet, as we fallback to the basic context, the part of you we dislike is once again reviewed. its so confusing. i wish i knew you personally. who you really are. what you like. what you hate. i wish i knew you//all relationship have a context, but again, its the decision of both parties to deicide what should the context be like. like a parent acn continue to protect and provide for the child. but if the parent and child suddenly agrees to share their life together then the context have changed. the boundaries and lines are redrawn. but the truth is, in every relationship of the human being. the basic 'rules' runs. we need to be accepted, and we have to learn to accept, if not the relatinoship wont stand. love is what binds two together, and hate ( in terms of relationship ) is the form of wounded love, and it sperates. these are basic 'rules' of relationships, and they wont change, for GOD created these fundamental truths. GOD has not changed for enternity he remains the same. and so would these rules for GOD is love.//i wish i knew you, ms goh, who you really are...what keeps this going? i am now doubting. insecurity births from doubts. maybe being a phantom isnt so good after all, cause i am unable to see the face behind the mask.
Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine
20/09/2006
its like WTH!!! prelims is over.!!!. i am going insane... i hate this feeling. like been mugging so hard then suddenly you stop mugging. you go home sit down and think i am not going to study what can i do now? i like always study and now it feels super abnormal to sit down and slack, its as if asking me watch porn. which i dont do...ok no link right? or maybe there is lah dont know. who cares... issue is WTH!!! prelims is over. and i hate it. but i hate prelims as well? RAHHHH...hate SCHOOL, HATE STUDY. makes you like some drug addict, like give you subutex then suddenly stop giving you. ah no link agian right? oh for your info i like just sat for history paper today...never finish some more. whee... and now you know i am going to fail the paper cause i totally like dont even know how to express myself? or maybe i do, casue i know there is no link, i am concious of it, arent i? oh WTH!!! everyone scream WTH!!! scream scream.and yes WTH...i like am such a regular patron of the toilet. think if they record down the number of times i went toilet during the entire prelims, guess i would be the winner. first prize some more lah. every morning paper will go once. cause i drink one cup of milo, would be converted to urine like at 8 plus? and too bad, the water i drink at 6.50 cannot exit my body till 8? and its like during the paper? and i was like denied to go toielt this time. like come on man. let me go lah. so stubborn. yucks. but i asked again this time different teacher, access granted. but i was like sitting in fornt of poa mcq paper. read que 4 and 5 like for 15 mins and cant make up my mind what is the correct answer cause when i read halfway, my brain flashes a big red signal!!! TOILET!!! and then i forget what did i just read...read 5 words and TOILET!!! like my body is nugging me sia. ok and it was like i ran to the toilet!!! and the teachers were like laughing at me. sobs...even my fav teach.louder sobs. wails!!! ok that was morning paper. and for the afternoon paper. was like went toilet before taking paper, but at 3... toilet calls. whee.. but history no time to go toielt so... REN!!! all the way man, when i finally stood in front of the toilet bowl and open the dam. it was like one of those pees when your urine is let out slowly, tinkles out slowly like one small hole, instead of a burst dam. and think i took 30 sec to finish. opps sorry never tell you the content should be rated nc 16. ok change to 14...ah whatever man....and there was one part in history paper i was like let down my hands and then the pen flew behind me, 3 to 4 sits away... i was like SHIT!!! i got a paper to complete and my pen took flight. thanks to ms ong who came to the rescue...like ITS HISTORY PAPER AND YOUR PEN FLYS AWAY!!! whee. its a super pen!ok enough of peeing. today was just yucks. hate the feeling. ok took lots of lame, retard, interesting, nice, photos. those who want to see can come find me. and RAH1!!!112222@@@@
Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine
18/09/2006
sainz... i am supposed to sleep? like from 9 till 3 in the morning, cause i am t oo tired, but so much for my plan man. like mum and bro like came into the room once, bro played guitar and can hear? and some more received 2 smses. so thank you everyone for waking me up. not pissed off at anyone, just that i wont be able to sleep early now, will sleep at 1 or beyond, cause i am not a person that can sleep like a pig. anytime i want i sleep. nope i am not that way. and thanks as well, cause my brain is a semi sleepy mode, so what i studied like cant really get in? ok mum cut star fruits wanted to ask me eat, but yucks its sour. ate one and stop eating. i only know this cause i woke up walked into the living room, and saw the plate of starfruits there. ok so dont blame her. dont know why bro come in. but he was worshipping GOD. but i can hear and was woken up loh. sighz...ok cant blame him. closed doors yes! and smses...dont blame janel and jusze. cause they are ppl close to me, so dont blame them. well they replied. needed to keep the phone on, alarm. but now no need for alarm. oh tmr amaths paper. cant sleep early. so flung loh. aiyah i prepared to flung amaths for now. everything else must do moderately good and above. and jusze, dcear coucin of mine, dont think you will read this, cause you dont even know i have a blog, but anyway, take heart, cause GODs grace is confirm sufficient for you. so dont worry, and keep smiling. ok love those ppl who woke me up. good thing i love them, or else they die!!! but well bible say love all.. oh wellz...go mug!!! i want 6 points!!! dont care aobut how long i mug. care about getting A1s instead of B3. yes i figured out, there is no much difference between a 6 pointer and a 12 or 14 pointer, just that the 6 pointer know how to not lose unnecessary marks, and the 12 or 14 pointer does. something call carelessness? so must master the skill of carefulness, my road to 6pt destination. AND DONT FORGET GOD SAYS YOUR HOPE IS IN ME!
Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine
10/09/2006
i want 6 points. not too sure if i can get it. doubt my abilities...haha. but guess i would study hard and smart and leave the rest to GOD. alot of times i look at myself, then at others, its like they seem smarter than me. or at least their results are always better than me. and then i feel insecure when they tell me they want 12 points. i am like huh? how ah? i want 6, and my results are like almost half of theirs. ok maybe not that bad, but yah quite a distance. but i learnt that in life... when you start comparing yourself with others, you have just gained the disability to appreciate the things around you. you have just limited your abilities. you are always fighting to beat others. and not yourself. thus your limit is others. you have just disallow yourself from unleashing your maximum potential. comparision with others is blinding.cause you only see things from one side. you never know what was done behind those close curtains.ok i will study smart and hard, dont want to let my teachers down especially ms goh, cause made a promise to her that i would beat her. not physically but in terms of O lvl results.hehe. and then i will pray even harder. will be like praying for revival sia! i just hope my destiny awaits me at the 6 point destination.
Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine
09/09/2006
i would like to air my views, thus i blog. the idea, invention and the application of the human desire to express and record their views is translated into the existence of this system labelled www.blogspot.com. here you create you own blog, and am granted the liberty to express and place your perspectives, ideas and what you simply have to say into mere words. ok my point being... its amazing. mind blowing? that how intelligent the human mind can get... to even come up with the word brain? ...an ability that enables itself to be name itself. the word intelligence. you ever wonder the existence of intelligence? the meaning assigned to the word intelligence? if there is no intelligence in this world, then maybe stupidity and retardness would be viewed as intelligence by the human mind. and now...emotions. how do you even define emotions? how do you know you are feeling something? i am not refering to the functioning of our nervous system. but the human heart? how can you feel something technically without the physical force or motion being inflicted on you? why do music, colours, images, and even as simple as a gesture like a smile. create an emotion in us? it is as if this invisible force has created an equation to allow a cause and effect to take place in the human heart, and then the human mind identifies it, process, infer, and maybe store it in its memory? now why is there even memory? why can something that is largely made up of fluid have the ability to remeber things? the ability to create, learn, to have thoughts? this does not make any sense at all. it only relfects how awesome is our GOD.the works of his hands.what i am trying to drive at is. the existence of emotions is simply because we are all created to love and be loved. only emotions allow love to be transmitted. its like a network. how can you read this if there is no such thing as an internet? how can you respond to what i just said if there is no connection between the both of us that allows the transmission of thoughts and words to be transmitted. likewise.LOVE. love cannot be given or received if there is no human emotion. emotions act as a connection between two beings.we are all made to love and be loved, that was the reason why GOD created us. the connection between two ppl, is call a relationship.we need them.we need relations, and it would always hurt. because no two people are the same. disagreements and the contradiction of thoughts, goals, perspective and values would definately arise at some point of time. therefore leading to conflict.then hurt, and pain. but despite this. we need relations. every relationship you make, you lay yourself vulnerable. it would hurt. but once again. it reflects the love of our almighty GOD that never fails. then now you ask why GOD allow hurts to take place. isnt that manupilative of him? i dont exactly have the answer to my own question, but i would like you to know. it is only when we have hurts that we are given the opportunity to accept the differences between you and me. to accpet the differences is to forgive.to forgive someone else for being different. but you have to forgive, because if you dont, you are not accepting the very fact you are different from the other individual. indirectly you are not willing to accept yourself. we all need acceptance. accept someone else for being different becasue you yourself am different to them. if you dont accept you cant love. when you cant love you wont feel loved. becasue you have just paralysed yourself from the ability to love. therefore....ok love one another. said enough. need go bathe, so stink!
Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine
08/09/2006
humans by nature are fallen. through the decision of one man, the prompting of a woman, the temptation of the serpent and the taste of an apple, the word imperfection found its place in the dictionary. along with many other negative words like hate, the opposite of love. hate was never meant to be allowed into existence. but it did. the wounded form of love. the opposing force of hurt. think this week been not too good for me. but guess we should not go through life in terms of a good week or a bad one. but just accept things that you cant change, and learn to appreciate life even if it sucks, cause when life sucks that is when you learn certain things. and i learnt to make room for each other's imperfections. its a lesson i think i will never finish learning, casue the truth is we will never make enough room for each other's imperfections. this is my opinion but you might beg to defer, therefore i allowed the possibility of such an occurence through the word 'think'...ok so far the post been pretty lamey and cheem at the same time, but before i finish what i have to say i have to finish what i have to say.everytime we get angry over someone else is becasue they have fallen short of our expectations, hopes, or simply we overesitmated their capabilities, abilities, or their values contradict with ours. thus disagreement between both partys arose. which might lead to conflict. anyways my point is that whenever you are in actual fact getting upset over their imperfections. you are indirectly upset with the imperfect system and world you are living in. you are upset with the imperfection that you yourself have. you are indirectly upset with yourself.come to think of it, GOD got angry the first since time functioned when adam hid from him. or ate the apple. cant exaclty remember which. oh i just remembered i finished what i wanted to say...i mean type.
Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine
06/09/2006
since my bro went to NTU. he started coming back with many deep values, ok he enters a new phase in life, so there would definately be some changes... but this one pretty drastic leh. suddenly he soudns so cheem...ok i am cheem too. but not used to my bro bing cheem.ok he told us this illustration...in life, we keep climbing. climbing a mountain. and we have to climb small mountains before we attepmt the big one. because we must gain experience from climbing mountains. and yes we keep climbing mountains in life. but the problem is sometimes there are people who reached the top, but have climbed the wrong mountain. so his point is dont keep doing something because everyone else is doing it. like keep earning money cause everyone else is doing it? but instead know why you do it...the purpose behind it. yupz.. ok i know the illustration not very well told. i have learnt over the years that usually when i give a reported speech it doesnt sound as exciting or funny, or whatever it is...yah... ok so yah make sure you dont climb the wrong mountain....
Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine
ok i never mugged so much in my life before, for like 4 days straight i mugged approximately 8 hours a day, inclusive of toilet breaks, water breaks, and occaionally yawns and day dreaming. ok sobs, i didnt managed to complete the 10 hour challenge assigned by my tuition teacher, thats partly because i got go swim or skate everyday. so hopefully, i would have slimmed down a bit. hehe. aiyah ok mugging can be fun...but just dont lose your sanity over mugging. and i dont think can complete all the TYS i have in time. but oh well. there is still the possibility there.SMILes for all those out there mugging too. jia you.
Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine
02/09/2006
today in church, was pretty fun. but i remeber this story...
jimmy ( some name i created ) used to reach home around 4 after school each day. then one day, he saw this boy one the roadside. with his bicycle broken down.
after that he reached home at like 5 plus? then mother was very worried of course, young boy what, then mother ask. " jimmy why are you so late today? " the boy told his mother the story...
" so you helped this boy repair his bicycle>? "
" no i sat down and cried with him. "
a true friend will be there for you...
Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine
