Sweet whispers and shy gestures...



Here are specific general (Quoting from Miss Yao) details of my life the pass 4 days.

I shaved my mustache and beard (If it can qualify as one) on Wednesday night.
Hence i have embraced my manhood.

I watched,

1. I Am Legend on Thursday nigh
2. Ocean's Twelve on Friday night
3. Half a Little Miss Sunshine on Saturday night
4. Batman - The Dark Knight today

My fan spoiled this morning.

I uploaded 2 albums of photos on facebook.

I am praying hard that my dad will get a DSLR for me, ops the family.
I want to take photos, and live life the way i can smile freely.
I want to carry out my social experiments, which can be crazy fun :D

I held an infar red weapon last night, and was legally allowed to shoot my cellmates, and in vain since they walked out alive after 10 minutes of fierce confrontation.
I am going back to laser quest again.

I want to get a new bag, and maybe new shoes, even though i am not living in poverty.

I am going to start cooking my meals and prove to thia, national body builder that i have the discipline to slim down even more :D

My forehand and backhand has seen breakthroughs :D
Covering 50 metres is now normal.

Somehow my switch ollies look nicer than the goofy ones.
And now skating regular seems more natural than goofy, which seems odd.

--

I would like to reinforce this solid fact.
Doing nothing = Doing something.
To do nothing is to be doing something.

--

We are asking for so much more.
And that so much more that we are asking for, is so much less.

--

Somehow your voice and gestures still ring clear.

--




This is my story.
This is my song.



This is so cool! :D
No seriously, it is cool.

10 Facts
1. Your reading my comment
2. Now your saying/thinking thats a stupid fact.
4. You didnt notice that i skipped 3.
5. Your checking it now.
6. Your smiling.
7. Your still reading my comment.
8. You know all you have read is true.
10. You didnt notice that i skipped 9.
11. Your checking it now.
12. You didnt notice there are only 10 facts

I saw this off a youtube comment.
Amusing.

I want a holiday.
I want a nice holiday with my clique.
Stay overs and touring around Singapore, camera in hand, smile on faces, and liberation at heart.
Just 4 days, 4 nice days is all i am asking for.

Currently i have these to finish by tomorrow, 7am:

1. Case Study VJC, Revision package
2. Econs consultation second draft essay
3. Maths consultation TYS Maccluarin's
4. Essay Que 5 - Trade/International Economics
   
5. 2 more Essay questions from Revision package econs
6. Maths Normal distribution 24B - Approximation

If i ever complete all of the above, it would be 6am in the morning with no sleep
:D

A Pseudo holiday in 3 days time.
Slippers tmr in school :D

Song bird rocks!
I didnt know it was a web browser till i decided to tweak around with it today.
Downloading music again has been brought to a new dimension :D
Some of the best music i heard came from SongBird anyway.
Sneaky Red by Mice Parade is a good example.

For now, kickflips still rolls.

One day at a time, closer to death, closer to Heaven and Jesus's face.

--

I wake up each day,

to go back to bed,

at the end

of the day.



This kid puts me to shame :(
8 year old ollie-ing down ? flight of stairs.
I wonder if i can even do half the things he did.



Come on it is just 12 seconds.
This is my favourite skater!
If i am not wrong he is just one year younger than me.
First runner up after Sheckler would be Mullen.

The first is rather interesting.
The second has been one of the best short videos i watched in my life.
The third a very interesting modernistic animation of little red riding hood.
The films speaks for themselves.
Trust me they are worth your time!

Reasons to watch

1. Understand what kind of videos captivates me.
2. Each video is approximately less than 3 minutes, besides Snicker s bar.
3. Seriously, they are given 5 stars for a reason.
   

Cloning a snicker s bar blindfolded




Another perspective




Slagsmålsklubben - Sponsored by destiny



--

Some photos from the NMA lab.
These are from the lens of a photographer we outsourced for our sportsday event.
The photos looked so splendid, it just doesn't seem real anymore.








We worship the One who weighs the oceans with His palm.
We worship because He has a reputation.
The immensity is rather incomprehensible, and explicitly vague.
He is not the king of the Universe for nothing, His grace is far exceeding than 5 letters.
Yet some of us stand in the presence of His people, being passive, and not paying any tribute.

Our attitude stinks.
I wish we stop toying His grace.

--

Today i ran.
I ran after a bus.
And the entire bus stop fixed their attention on me.

As described by Sangeek," You ran, SUPER FAST. I was like WHOA. My whole bus stop was looking at you. And then you caught the bus then the lady beside me smiled proudly like you were her son or something. That in itself was so funny."

--

I had a gay outing last night.
Here are some gay camwhoring.
This is what 4 st gabs guys is capable of doing.




It may not seem that big, but look at the two blue mayonnaise holders. Yes its that big.




"I cant believe its that big!"
But my muscles are bigger!




Pls, for all guys out there, this is a body builder who invested in his muscles for the past 5 years. It is okay if yours are smaller.


When eating at Fish and Co was completed
Our thinking cap in place...




And then at Udders...

What is he trying to do?




Our gayness turned one notch up.
Bear in mind, this was all done in a public eating ice cream sphere.
We did a rather interesting activity.
It was as if we were doing a shampoo advertisement.

1st prize



Goes to Adam!

And 2nd prize to...



Me.
Woots~!

3rd prize to Edwin thia



Sorry if you caught a hint of his biceps, he cant restraint himself.
He always tries to show off his muscles.

And the first prize from the last :D



Ajeeja!
Ahhh!!!!





Edwin lifted two cows!
He is so strong!!!

--

Practice patience.







Kickflips!

I finally learnt how to do/master kickflips.
Thanks Daddy :D for teaching me the simplest kickflip principle, drag all the way and flick out only with the foot.

Woot!

I was reminded that was one of the items i thought it was impossible to be done for me. Today i can strike it off from the list.
I guess God is still going to hold my hand through all the way to A levels.
In the end its what is graded on the certificate that is important.

A little sparkle of faith.







--

I said this to Gerah yesterday, i left as a comment...

It isnt necessarily bad now that you think more, just dont forget to give your heart a chance speak up.

I guess i spoke from my heart, and for myself too.

I saw this on geraldine chang s blog (Gerah)...

I was slightly taken aback to be given the title, the spine, but i wont deny it, i knew this dear cell leader was new, needed help desperately, and i gave all that i could, and a lot of times i felt i gave what was more than my call of duty.

At times i felt that i was sort of leading cell all alone, with no backup, and no equipment, but i harbour no regrets.

[

It’s amazing how this cell started. With- the spine, Zheng Yi. Along came Yong Sheng, laura, Issac. Then Daniel, Shermaine, Jamie and Candice, Luke. Now so many of them. Raphael, Kaiteck, Julius, Josaiah, Petrus, Casey, Issac, Jean, Jolene, Arica, Shervon, Clement, Justin, Darren, Dylon, Desmond. Not forgetting my greatest support Abby and Aaron. Thank you for being with me, with God, with this cell. I look forward to seeing more and more of them graduating. Not only that.. graduating from this cell knowing that their life was transformed. Becoming trail blazers.

Yes, sk3 is bonded. I hope to see even more sense of belonging in each of them. At the same time, not becoming a social club or something exclusive. Any youth who step into the cell will feel so at home, to share and not wear a mask. Not only that, God’s love in this cell will overwhelm them as well. Let this cell group move and discern with the voice of God and not man. We’ll start to soar, like the wings of an eagle.

Thank you for changing my life all you people. You reaffirmed my calling.

]

I miss my life when i was 15 and 16, they were nt great years, but i miss the people then.

I miss places, i miss stayovers, i miss those who i used to treasure so much more.

I sort of miss sweetness, but i love my life now too. Even though JC life can have an incessant flow of work, but the social life here rocks.

I've grown,

I've changed,

But I remember.

This photo is called...



Thinking about donuts


And this is called...



The Adinaut II

If asking for more is wrong.
Consumerism only amplifies our greed, and our ignorance towards those who starve.
Justice is not served.

--


Deviant art intrigues me.




For Animal lovers.




For Soccer lovers.





For Food lovers.




For Piano lovers.




This totally blew me away.
Something so simple, yet so stunning in its colours and its concept.





For people who love dots/feet/blankets/sleeping.










I wonder which captures more emotion.
I think both photos are great, but it induces different moods.
I think i will stick with the black white.

--

Waling across this lush green field.
To my destination.
When i reach there, i know my journey ends.
At the same time, my feet will never walk across this lush green field again.
For now i shall enjoy walking, and keep smiling, even though its been a long long walk.

Mdm Chitra called upon the terminology Gods, and i learnt the worship of...
Farce, Satire, Parody, Lampoons(My favourite), aphorisms, epigrams, maxim.

We browsed through some of Oscar Wilde's epigrams, and were totally blown away by his wit, or left having our brains denatured from overheating...

Some of the epigrams i instantly fell in love are:

Only the shallow know themselves.

Time is a waste of money.

To be premature is to be perfect.

Ambition is the last refuge of the failure.

A truth ceases to be true when more than one person believes in it.

In examinations the foolish ask questions that the wise cannot answer.

The old believe everything: the middle-aged suspect everything: the young know everything.

To love oneself is the beginning of a life-long romance.

A well-tied tie is the first serious step in life.

Action is the last refuge of those who cannot dream.

All bad poetry springs from genuine feeling.

Anyone who lives within their means suffers from a lack of imagination.

Arguments are to be avoided; they are always vulgar and often convincing.

Consistency is the last refuge of the unimaginative. (My favourite of favourites)

Everyone who is incapable of learning has taken to teaching.

Fashion is a form of ugliness so intolerable that we have to alter it every six months.

I am the only person in the world i should like to know thoroughly.

I love acting. It is so much more real than life.

Illusion is the first of all pleasures.

It is a very sad thing that nowadays ther is so little useless information.

It is absurd to divide people into good and bad, People are either charming or tedious.

Philanthropy is the refuge of the rich people who wish to annoy their fellow creatures.

Popularity is the one insult i have never suffered.

Punctuality is the thief of time. (Great excuse for late comers)

Sometimes it takes courage to give into temptation.

The only way to get rid of temptation is to yield to it.

The advantage of the emotions is that they lead us astray.

There is no sin except stupidity.

We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars.

Whenever people agree with me i always feel i must be wrong.

There are only two kinds of people who are really fascinating: people who know absolutely everything, and people who know absolutely nothing.




It is okay if your brain has denatured by now.
Mine did too, this is less than one third of the epigrams i have at hand.
I put up the ones that are easier to understand.

--

This is an attempt to bring you back to sanity.



In JC, our confidence is broken.
Again and again over.
It comes to this point, where we slowly understand what real confidence is.
And as we draw nearer to this new confidence, we find ourselves better prepared for the end.
When the end reaches, there are three groups of us...
The filled with confidence.
The anything goes.
The lacking in confidence.

I did like to be the first.

--





I believe we all have...



ourselves.




to


.


To


.


To think, inquire, create, inspire

, to fill this place with colours, thoughts and feelings.


To perform, proclaim, incite, and induce


.


To be awed, enriched, and ready


.


So



Just


.


At the end some are left with a...




But i know that wont be me, because...

I will leave this place...



smiling.

The irony of photography.
The sacrifice of one life in an attempt to prevent the same mistake from happening.
Moving/Shocking/Disturbing.