His dream is to make me smile.

21/09/2006

its amazing how GOD creates the sun. and its even more amazing how different people from different parts of the world see the sunset and sunrise. the view would be so different from so many angles. what one may see as red orange sun, might be a bright yellow sun somewhere else on the earth//

now i wonder why do i see so many sides of you? like i begin to figure out, we act differently in front of different people. i wish i knew you.
we might say something in fornt of certain people becuase we know they can accept it, while we might keep our mouths shut when its someone else. i wish i knew you
now we have different moods, again a different personality is reviewed. i wish i knew you.

again, when two relatinship is bonded in a certain context, then the basis of that relationship would be in reference to the context. i wish i knew you.
and when the context has 'expired', would the relationship just crumble? i wish it would not, for i have not known you.

then, when there are different times when you show the side we like, and the side we dislike, we would rather trust the real personality is the side we like. but yet, as we fallback to the basic context, the part of you we dislike is once again reviewed. its so confusing. i wish i knew you personally. who you really are. what you like. what you hate. i wish i knew you//

all relationship have a context, but again, its the decision of both parties to deicide what should the context be like. like a parent acn continue to protect and provide for the child. but if the parent and child suddenly agrees to share their life together then the context have changed. the boundaries and lines are redrawn. but the truth is, in every relationship of the human being. the basic 'rules' runs. we need to be accepted, and we have to learn to accept, if not the relatinoship wont stand. love is what binds two together, and hate ( in terms of relationship ) is the form of wounded love, and it sperates. these are basic 'rules' of relationships, and they wont change, for GOD created these fundamental truths. GOD has not changed for enternity he remains the same. and so would these rules for GOD is love.//

i wish i knew you, ms goh, who you really are...what keeps this going? i am now doubting. insecurity births from doubts. maybe being a phantom isnt so good after all, cause i am unable to see the face behind the mask.

Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine