His dream is to make me smile.

07/10/2006

ok i decided... heck the 6 points... GOD more important.

i think the 6 point destination mindset has 'invaded' and 'corrupt' my perception.i have become so obssesed with this destination of mine that i placed it before GOD, and instead ask GOD to help me achieve it. think a bit too much of me. now i have titlted my perception and think alike my cousin. just do your best. just do your best. in the end she end up with 7. sounds pretty nice as well. i think i will change my promises a little.

i promise to do my best. and will not let my prelim results defeat me. must be mentally discipline enough to reject all negative thoughts. have selective hearing. like the commercial.

so from today onwards, i will let GOD be in charge, but still i will work towards 6 point destination, but even if i dont get it, its ok, cause i rather have GOD then my 6 points, cause GOD more lasting. yupz.

ok today went to church. mugged on the way there. got this lady, fell asleep then keep leaning towards me.like aiyo! and the mrt was super noisy.
then got to church, continue mug a bit. i must find a way to leap and do well, then leave the rest to GOD. my noise hurts now, cause i peel off the the protective layer of germs or dead skin around the nose, like at the sides.
ok, then had this highlife thing. so got free dinner and its not bad man. haha. and after i ate told joy about it, then she go eat as well. LOL. got fried pineapple rice. with tofu, vege and beef. yah.
k, then cell was celebrating lantern festival, so i went ot join them for a while after dinner at highlife thingy. cause haven really start yet. then had some mookcakes. and played sparkles. its pretty fun lahz. actually the only fun part is to hear the sprakles sparkle. after that the fire will wane. then not fun liaoz. ok then we light the lanterns but after a while prefered to burn the lanterns instead. then we lit a sparkle in the lantern intself, so it caught fire, then it was like suspended from the table. so the wooden table almost caught fire as wellz. like whoaz. thanks to ivan who start the fire though my idea, use his leg to kick the suspended lantern off the table. then they started burning candles. yah. ok lah.

then on the bus home with all the other megalifers. the sec4s. me, joy lau, gerlaine, and shawn tay (girl) were discussing about Os and prelims. but me and joy sat opposite each other so we talked to each other more. then got one part she shared with us, you know got this girl very funny. after she received her prelims results, she went toilet and cry, like really wail out loud. my future is gone, my dream of becoming a doctor or a lawyer its all gone.... wails! when she like got 9 points? and then got another girl, she got 8 points and then tell joy joy so sad, i got 8 points, i cannot go hwa chong now. wails. then i like... joy gives walau look. cause she like got is like alot more higher?....
then joy tell another friend, wah like that i go ITE cut grass. the friend replied, its ok i will join you. i will help you hold umbrella when you cut grass. LOL.

Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine