His dream is to make me smile.

11/10/2006

is the day when we sang our school song at maximum volume!!! its so whoa.. like at first i was like aiya nvm i see how, but as the school song started i can hear a really loud combination of voices...its like a choir that is shouting out the lyrics of my school song, then i shout along as well. i seldom sing the school song so loud, and today is the day when the whole 4E sang in unison with such a magnifying voice that subash (aiya forgive for mi spelling pls dont cane me.) standing on the platform looked at us sang, though we wane a little in terms of volume when we finish prechorus but towards the end we blasted out the words, i felt my heart beating, it was an awesome feeling, like such gusto i have not experienced before, and today i felt i am really proud of my school in certain areas? today is the last time i would sing with my school, and on friday the last time i would sing with the 4Es, so i think yah when we know its the last time, we do it with all our heart. i could really feel my heart beating lohz. like i gaze at my school flag with an unexplainable pride, and i could hear my heart beaing in my ears. cool lahz. oh, and we blast at every last word in every sentence.

ok so much for school song, here is the observation i made. this obesrvations i make daily is actually pretty dur..., but sometimes it takes us to stop, look and think. though its something simple but yah. kk,,, here is my observation. (silence) people would not understand something fully till they experience it. ok for example, today i piece together a few observations and conclude that dexter would most probabaly never know how it feels like to be really placed in a situation where he would be persecuted for his doings. ok no offence. nothing personal, still love him as a friend, but ok cut the crap, this is because he is a person that always fades into the foreground, and usually sail through life and would choose the simpler path. so this never ever place him a position that would really test his leadership skill, cause he would sit on the fence lahz. so when something happens, something bad for the leader, he would rather tease and criticise instead of symphatising. its natural for us to do that. but for one who have experience the position of being criticised like...EH..WALAU WEI...the person would understand its not nice being blamed, and thus would refrain from blaming others but try to find some way to support the one who is being blamed for the mistake made. ok this is the observation i made, conclusion is that only when we are thrown into new situations and experience something whether good or bad, then do we know how it feels...and from these lessons we change a little, for the better or worse, it would depend on how the person accept the situation or experience. yupz.

so keep finding new experiences and situations that will bring you to newer heights, but pls do the obvious...like dont take drugs and have premarital sex? oh the dumbest experience how it feels like to jump down from a building, the wind rushing past your ears and creating a violent sound, and then the impact inflicted on thy weak body that is made of 70% fluid, oh well you would not live to tell the experience would you now?

ohzzz last observation from previous observation... we all have personaility and characteristic, but its true that people change, and one of the environmental factors that change people is situations. and so oh what am i gibberishing about? DINNERRE INGZZZ

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