His dream is to make me smile.

04/11/2006

Ms Ong: work hard work hard work hard work hard work hard work very hard!

Ms Goh: You ok? ... i am here to cheer you on... press on

i am leaving the rest to God. i am awaiting for miracles to take place and salvage my insignificant soul.

i am vying for attention from those who hold a special position in my heart, but somehow i am missing them.like plants that are not watered.so are these friendships.

i wish every friendship can find its equilibrium? like two weights hang nicely on the beam balance like how all the phyics principal moments ques are like, they are in constant equilibrium. if only i learnt how to apply such theory to friendships.?. but yet again, there are environmental conditions that make the equilibrium impossible? like lack of time? lack of willingness?
maybe equilibrium is only achieve at certain points in your relationship with the other party, but soon it tilts to either side, and you try to balance it again? maybe we spend our entire social life balancing these beam balances that are our friendships?

and again, the other party might not see things the way you do? you might treasure one more then one treasures you. wouldnt that hurt now? but again its normal....and you miss someone so much at times, but still cant do much about it? because the other party might not have the time, willing enough to keep the equilibrium theory balanced? yahz.. ok alienised language, but yah. getting rid of my weeds. that chokes my emotions.

i think i would get autographs from my english teacher if i used such language in my papers.

waiting for miracles

Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine