His dream is to make me smile.

13/12/2006

FOR THOSE WHO ARE SUICIDAL DONT READ THIS!

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what has life got to offer? everyone has a different life, everyone has friends, needs acceptance and love. everyone is trying to live life the way they want to. live at the place they want to, eat the things they like, do what they desire...this is constant, and for most of us this is what motivates us to keep pursuing life, live for the moment? so what happens next i ask?
my perspective aint that nice, truth is, look at everyone around you, what stays, what remains? i mean you invest your life into something but yet it seems meaningless, it will pass, fade, erode, depreciate, one day...it will all be gone. even memories fade, disminishe one day, memories will lose its place, thats for sure, i am assuming that the dead dont carry memories with them ba...

always believed time is the best gift from GOD. without time, no love can be establish. without time, no grace and mercy can be shown, without time, no memories would be formed. see the beauty of it all? without time, no flower blooms, no raindrops fall from the sky, no newborn, no stars, no snowflakes, the leaves cant turn yellow, no nothing?
but how do we use this gift? its like we never really treasure this gift do we? but its human nature as well? we wake up indefinitely when we are young? only when we draw nearer to our deadline, our expiry date, the day we cease to exist, do we then really wake up!!! and figure that we dont have alot of time left, like in an arcade, we are almost done using up the tokens we have for playing the games we want to play. so what do we do now?
sit down and think...so what have we done with the tokens that are no longer in our hands right now? they are gone, can no longer be retrieve in a sense. and it might have all seemed wasted. but if we somehow made it to the top of the score charts, we might have left our mark there, and someone else would see my name there.

they say history offers an immortal life? like ppl die but yet their works somehow have impacted the world? but then again, the world will come to an end in the end? right? i mean, even if you dont believe the second coming of christ, look around you and you should be rather convince that the world is coming to an end soon, if you arent... look further, deeper... the hurts, the pain, the hatred, the misunderstanding, grudges that lead to war. ambitions that ends up in dismay, what has life got to offer? is this a world a nice place to live? the porn, the killings, rapings, theft, the destruction, whats next? we all live on another planet? neh think that wont end up nice as well, what we experience here would be brought down to the next planet, the cycle continues, so what do we think about life now?

what have you done with your life? what are you proud of? we all go through education, flowed through the same system...and end up the same way. different lives, paths, and destiny, but in the end the crossroad to the afterlife have only two place to offer right? so what makes you so sure that you will end up in heaven? if you arent sure...pls make sure you are sure. make sure your reasons are valid, solid, and able to convince GOD to allow you into heaven. if not i am sorry, you have not booked a place and well, hope you dont mind the heat, the screaming, worms that eat your flesh that never rots, burns constantly consuming yet cannot be your flesh consumed, fire that never quench, excruiating pain awaits you...hehe.think you are gonna party in hell, here to tell you something, its so pain down there, that you cant even pick up a guitar if you can find one, the guitar would be burning too, its hell mate, nothing is nice...get that into your head, you are either in heaven or hell, of course all wish to go to heaven, but what makes you think you have a place there? hmm...and for all the christians, dont think you are assured a place too. the bible said that many calls me lord lord on the day of judgement, but in the end jesus disown them, why? they never carried their cross. if you hold any grude and unforgiveness as well, then sorry dont think you can go heaven as well...the bible said there was this guy who owed his master tons of money, cant repay, begged for mercy, master forgave, then later on, this guy threaten to kill his servant for owing and not paying up, its just a small sum...so in the end this guy ends up in the threshold...the picture is that this guy didnt forgive those who sin against him. yet he sinned against GOD like TONS TONS TONS, and GOD forgave him, yet he could not even forgive those who sin a little against him. so if you have any grudge against someone, think you better clear it asap...remember the bible said before, many trys to enter heaven, but only a small number did...make sure you are in that small number... CARRY YOUR CROSS!

AH GO READ GODS word if you havent today...anyway the above scenaros is something i read from a book, and the testifier paid a visit to hell anyway, so i aint coming up with things.

ppl read newspaper, my best friend does. but i dont see the purpose of reading it. ok its purpose is to inform the reader of the current situation, but you have to read it again tmr. so we keep reading something that keeps changing. and issit all really worth reading? out of 10 news how many of them are good ones? like acts of love, kindness, patience hope, faith, selflessness, humility....blah blah. so issit worth reading now? hmm...so its ok if you dont read the news best friend.

how are you making your life one that rocks? not for yourself, but really rock in the sense yo ucan die with no regrets?
does your life rock?

Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine