His dream is to make me smile.

13/12/2006

...what do we have to say? maybe there isnt anything to say? no there isnt... to all my aquaitances that never manage to be my friends, and friends that never manage to get to the surface at all...//
time does not matter... you may know the person exist but two would never become in the least intimate if there is both parties does not put in effort to make things work out? but again why do we always want to make things work out?
figured that some of the best things come by when i dont expect them too? like my best friend? oh well she is a blessing anyway. and those whom i try so hard to make it work, yet failed? hmm...looking out from a window...but never stepping out onto the street to feel how its like being there instead of looking from a distance? see the link between this and the friendships? some friendships...or relationships are just this way? you may bring them down from childhood. but time erodes it away? and now we both change...and time seemed to cause things to seperate? making us distant.
blog hopping and trying to figure someone's elses life...find your exit for the door swings both ways.
do we prepare ourselves and embrace the moment when all fails? like everyone suddenly disowns you? or the question questions you...if all of your friends falls apart what would you do? who would you not let go? i guess i only have one friend ba...hmm...or i mean besides GOD.
the older we grow, the number of friends we have dwindles further.
the older we grow the more defensive we get? like past hurts and grudges we hold on to, makes us less friendly?
my brother said once to before. the older you grow the less christmas present you have to give, and the less you would receive...
dont argue with me...you know what i mean...
you may know more ppl, but you the number of friends you trust keeps reducing? this is what i mean...
looking out from a window.

Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine