His dream is to make me smile.

13/12/2006

HEH NAT
what do we have to say to each other?
words escaped me...interaction has ceased...and only thoughts of you remained...how are you doing? how has life been to you?
simple questions that could hardly be answered?
i dont even know what is your favourtie colour?
but guess what think that doesnt matter?
cause i have no idea what is my best friend's favourite colour?
but for 8 yrs...this is where we find ourselves?
or maybe time wasnt a factor after all? or maybe it might have been our friend, maybe foe. who knows? half our lives...thats how long...where did it all started i asked myself?
i only remembered the first interaction we ever really had...that managed to be kept in my memories was the day we played badminton...and you played like a tennis woman...from that day on...things just flowed on...flowed to where? i would like to know the answer too.
so what has robbed your time?
time sails past us...like an impending tide that crashes down...did we hold on? did we break apart? have promises grow void? time and again, we needed to do this...but now...i question myself again, would it all work? sorry that i doubt you for so many a time...but guess its easier to let go and not hold on? some things would cause more pain if you held on for too long?
maybe you changed? maybe you didnt? cause for so long a time we have not even catch up? so in my brain you have not changed?
its like growing up together without going through life as friends?
so are you a close friend? or a far away mate?
but thanks for all that you done for me...
guess we might just have to continue waiting? but come to think of it. we have one eternity to get to know each other...in heaven...wait on...

Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine