sigh, this is statring to annoy me. starting to really hate JAE.
i cant fully comprehend why my entire family is against my decision to do film sound video.
dad keeps saying that there is no point doing such a course, and i dont understand why he watch so many films then. mum wants me to do biomedical sciences, engineering, blah blah blah. dad actually wanted me to go JC. and bro keeps comparing me to toby, and wei ming. thinks that i am not up to it. said," its not as easy as you think." i never said it was easy, didnt cross my mind, but i know its possible. fustrating la.
i mean i got 14 pts for R5. now i think i feel crap, cause the way they imposed their chioces on me, just forces me to want to go JC, so that everyoen can be happy, that did crossed my mind, like to shut them up, make everyone happy, ok go JC. and i know i will suffer under the stress there, as in not POLY no stress, but i might be able to handle that kind of stress alot more better than JC, so why pick something that doesnt suit you so well. oh well...
sigh, so after so much noise, and violent objections over my hopes and desires to go to film sound video, i decided to give it up, they might make sense, but to me my bro makes the less sense, and i cant believe it, he dont believes me. how nice zheng xin. that irritation is eating my skin!
alright so now R5 14 points, not too pro for JC la, i mean if i go JC i rather like have 6 7 points? get into a good JC and confirm yourself a good studying environment that can bring As into your Alvl cert, but apprently 14pts cant make that possible, or at least minimise that chance by a whole lot...i dont want to end up in JJC la...rather go CJC, at least the chior there rocks. AIYA.
sianess, now i considering going SP, do MASS com, diploma plus some added thing, its like a double diploma la, ya, but sighness, i doubt if i got the chance to go learn about designing, and animation, because mass com is in business school, not design so i most probably wont getthe chance to learn what i wish to.
how i wish they would stop controlling my life! i am like 17 this yr! they may know more, but i kow myself better than them...how irritating when someone imposes their chioces on you!
YEW LA...kor you suck!