If i had waited for another ten minutes, things would have taken on a different turn. I most probably would not have to sit here, not knowing what will happen next, allowing insecurities to grip me, and its clutches inflicts anxiousness into my veins, and cause my heart rate to increase tremendously.
Impatience and risk taking has always been a part of me, which led to such disastrous effect. I mean, i should have been more patient and listened to her instructions, but i wanted to take the risk. I am not able to find the logic behind my actions, the best explanation i can give was that i am a risk taker by nature. My temperamental selfishness gave way to love.
Now i will never get to meet her again.