Life would be like a word document, make a mistake and backspace it. Erase your faults, your mistakes, or maybe like an internet web page, click on refresh and everything starts anew. I have no idea why i keep making so many mistakes the past two months? Really sorry about it. Cause every single mistake hurts and affects you.
Wouldnt it be nice if you can make a mistake and move back instead of move on, and restart? Guess thats the whole point of life, to move on with your mistakes. To learn from the mistakes, or to carry the pain you gained?
So wish the whole world can come crashing down on me. Maybe i should place a stone in everyone s hands and permit them to stone me? Would our mistakes forgive us? Would i forgive myself of my mistakes? Hope i will eventually forgive myself, and bring the pain along with me as i move on.
Wish i can bury myself in the earth and never wake up, run away from everything, but sadly the mistakes follow us down into the earth as well, so might as well just face it? Sadly we can only move on as well? The difficult part is to find the Joy in doing so , with the mistakes following us. Would you be able to turn those mistakes into lessons?
I dont know.
Throw the mistakes away, and keep the core product - lesson learnt.
Stick the mistakes to the airplane, let it take off and never return.

Please dont be upset.
Would our mistakes forgive us?
Even if it doesnt forgive us, i hope you would?
I know it all hurts, stinks now.
But please let go of it, i will take it.

Ihopemymistakesforigvesme.
Ifitdoesntwouldntitbeanothermistakealltogether?

Its my fault, i accept that fault...
allow imperfection pls...

Let the whole world crash down on me...

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I am
dismayed, disheartened, disappointed, disco dancing...
upset, sad, sob, sigh, spiraling down...
Pick yourself up!
Love is not self seeking, love is not selfish, love protects.
But still RAH! whats with my life now?