God it has not been an easy year, its going to be the second half of the year soon. I've grown a lot, and i am wondering if i have the strength to take any more of your lessons, but i know you are here to hold my hand. God, i am tired, all of us are, keep me in your knowledge and in your hand. Remind me that you remember me. Please remind me that you remember me, and God if i dont hear that from you, please do something to get that into my head.
God keep her safe and sound. God grant strength for us to push and fight even when we are weak. Through your strength, we will be given the opportunity to glorify you. God i dont care about anything now, i am just going to keep my smile, and that is all i need to know. God help me keep my smile.
Hers too.
Let your voice be strength onto my bones.
And let the strength be sufficient for me to pull us through.

Not easy leading, am still learning, but God hold my hand, so i can hold hers.
Not that you arent holding her had, but if you are not going to hold mine, how am i going to lead us?
I hope we see the importance of you in our lives as much as you do.

God, school is starting soon for me as well. I pray that you will give me an overcomer attitude, to face the pain and hardships. God i have a feeling that the remaining weeks in school is going to be a lot more worse, but again let me take comfort in the knowledge that present suffering brings future hope.
God i pray i will try my best here and now to keep my motivation up, and not lose it. The more i manifest on my future, the less motivated i am of my present circumstances, but remind me that i worship you every day of my life, and not only in the future or coming year.
God let it start here and now, i know i most probably wont be able to fight and push as how i wish i could, with God given super power strength that eats the pain that is placed before me like some glutton, but God help me do this.
I need you.
Been needing you all along, but let my need be amplified, that none of the strength within comes from me but instead from you.
Let me wake up every morning and say, God i will live this day for you.
That i may fulfill the words i sing to you every time i worship.
God we need you.

God let not your mercy and grace depart from her mum. I care, i know you do too. God see all of us through, her sister too.

Admist all, let me sing this song to you, and to remind myself, of your unfailing love.


And there i find you waiting
And there i find release
So with all my heart i worship
And unto to you i sing

For you alone deserve all glory
For you alone deserve all praise


Son, i am here. I have not forgotten you. The number of thoughts i have for you, is as numerous as the stars of the heavens. Son, i have not forgotten you.