God no matter where i go, even if i have to stay, its your plan, its not easy to follow, but hey Jesus didn't argue, so who gave me the right to. God humble me please, to treasure your presence, i may not know if i have the fear of God or not, but please promise me you will MAKE me value your presence over Everything else, yes even you. Not sorry to say this, cause when i do treasure God 's presence more, you will get even more love from me.
God its easy to slip away, but i pray you wont have to teach me another lesson on this, i dislike repeated lessons, then again who am i to argue?
God please direct my thoughts, that you are the one who is leading my life, i surrendered it, so why should i go back to the altar and walk back on my promise? God break me, but bring glue along, i will pay for the glue. Its not too expensive right, and i know your glue works on anything, as long as he asks... so here am i asking for your glue, please spare some.
God please constantly probe me with your spirit that your plan overrides all my desires, and if possible, though i know you wont totally abide to this, place desires in me that is according to your plan. (Simply because i know you want to break me as well. )
Desires that bless her, me, and us. God hope that isn't too much to ask for.
God i know i just made a whole list of things that i am begging you for, but let me do so, for who am i to beg from you? God please help me throw away every single thought that tells me i am worthy of doing so, that i am your child and your mercy has accepted me, but instead let me remain a contrite spirit, so that i may treasure your presence, and not take it for granted.
God you have given me the gift of encouraging and teaching, and how i wish you would have taught me to use both these gifts a long time ago on myself, not till today, then again your plan is perfect...so not going to complain...Guard the words that proceed from my lips, and slow my speech.
Hey God, i may crawl to school, i may feel like emotional puke the past few days, and past week, but i learnt how to overcome emotional puke, for your Joy has enabled me to do so. You are strong when i am weak, God maybe i should stop going gym. hee.
God, all in all, i am praying for the both of us, let our love story be one that is written by you and not by us, that it would be an inspiration to others. God bring goodness out of it. EN HUI.
God all this i pray in your name.