God i so feel you in my bones now, i feel strengthen, i feel strong, but dear boy remember your strength is from God, and be prepared for the devil, cause he is coming soon, then again, heh, i have God on my side, and i am holding tight to that truth, its a truth! I am taking ownership over this truth, and devil, you ain't gonna take it away from me. Not this time, its been 2 years, since you took it from me, i think you have enough, God just return what is rightfully mine to me, i think you can go play with that plasticine over there, better still go home and sleep.

God i pray i wont lose the lessons i learnt over this separation, i pray she wont lose it too.

God i pray that you would continue to add on to me, that i would yearn for your voice so badly, God even if i only have 2 hours left to sleep, grant me the desire to hunger for you.
God i want to really really take this seriously now, that you would be so apparent to me, and i would really look after my intimacy with you, how i used to, maybe you wanted to keep me in the desert for two years, exactly two years, so i would finally learn to yearn for your presence.

God the music may blast, the sights may overwhelm, but God let my ears and eyes be attuned to you. God make me run like one who is on fire.
You restored that fire, though am now less enthusiastic, but a whole lot more stronger. God let this fire be one that does not waver or wane easily, for you took two years to teach me who you are, and who i am in you.
God i always say this, and i still believe its true...the process of making me grow stinks, totally, but hey, the eventual result of my pain and suffering, totally rocks, uberly totally rocks, i feel so strong now. The fruit is sweet. Whee. Let me boast only in the Lord, and yay...i manage to handle discouragement and depression in a matter of minutes when i took a few days, maybe weeks in the past. YES! Totally rocks, God think i am ready for more, may be painer, but your grace is now really made aware.
I grew, expect a whole lot more from me...i know i asked before if i can do anything nicer, you didn't mention much, but guess God is blessing you through me, i am gonna give all and more than i have to you.
And you know what, God still wins us both? Cause we gave him ourselves, us...Heh.
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