I should have learn to let go of you.
God, sorry that i gave into temptation, ya it hurts more that way, but is there any point in thinking about all this? God now i realised that you were all along trying to protect me, i was trying to protect what i was trying to keep, stop trusting you for a moment and gave in. God i see, guess whats the point of holding on so tight to it? I have been holding on to tight to it, didn't i? God i know i asked for more pain, and i will not regret over that decision. I wont!

I will not regret my decision, think anyone who regrets over their decisions are people who do no think before they do, and do not see God's hands in their lives. My sympathy goes out to them.

For now, i just hope we both learn a lesson out of this.
I will continue to eat the pain you keep giving me, now who eats more pain and who eats it longer?
Who has more reasons to leave?

Then again, if we are ever going to argue over this, then where is God s love. Now who is forgotten?
Its okay, God remembers me.