Boredom seeps in.
Test after Tests from God, i feel like i am sitting for some Major exam from heaven.
Now that i am really starting to skip class, and certain lectures, coming back home early, seems as bad, just in a different dimension.
The sense of emptiness surfaces, and i have to face it. I will, i have no choice, and since i have to face it, i will try my best too not let my emotions get the better of me.
I thought things were going to get better, but i was wrong, i think after i drop out, i will still be facing more tests from God.
The funny thing about Godly tests is that no one person sits the exact same tests as another individual in the exact same time, situation, context and scenario. Everyone has a different set of tests to go through, slightly different for some, when you make comparisons. And the sad part is that you have no idea when it will ever end, you only have one comfort, and that is God will be doing all this tests with you, and you will eventually walk out of it, stronger.
I see those around me facing these Tests, and hey, lets encourage and support one another.
Don't get wallowed up in your own sets of tests that you forget that others are sitting for their own tests from God too.When you encourage another, your spirit man will find new strength to push on, it will.
You might just have broken out of the clouds that hinders your perception.