God, i think i know why, but i shall just assume i don't. I will never know, for the boundaries of an infinite God is beyond comprehension.

God, i promise to try my best to keep these promises i made to you. Will attempt to allow you to help me in keeping these promises. In my weaknesses, you are made strong.

Upon reflection, it is easy to deduce that we always cry out to God in our dire times, and in moments of despair. Now that my situation is getting a little better, maybe a lot more, God i am talking less.

God, i find it more difficult here. It seems that when the tides are calm, and the storms at bay, everything seems so peaceful, i go on living life as if nothing happened.
Maybe, i am afraid to find you now, i sinned? I am not too sure myself. I stopped finding you. I know you missed me. I know you asked me, "Son, why did you turn away from me?"
God have i stopped feeling for you? Why don't i feel anything when i hear those words of yours? Is this whole walk with you, one without feelings, and emotions? I guess there is still this bit of my heart that knows it wants to chase after you.

God Chasing after you, pursuing you, being a trail blazer, one who responds to the call of the almighty one, one who is set apart for this generation, being that one, is totally difficult.
God my time of youth is about to pass, i don't want to live a life that i regret not bringing 'enough' people to salvation. But God, where is that passion i once had? Where is that tenacious zeal i once possessed. It's been a long time since i owned that zeal. God am i going to get it back? Is it going to be different? The answers to my questions are just a prayer away, one where i sit down and hear what you have to say.

God, grant me this hunger and desire to chase after you. To pursue, to run, to fight, for this vision, for this generation, for the lost, for love, and For YOU!

This zeal for the lost, and hunger for your presence, it is not from me, instead from you. But i guess, God at least i should take the first step in asking. You told me, you can only deal with my heart when i open up myself and allow you to mend the broken pieces. I need reprogramming, you know that better than i do, guess i am clicking the button first,this time round.

Two dimensional promises
- Constant communion, walk under your direction, hear of your plans, execute in obedience
- Passion for the lost, my generation, my responsibility, the point of difference


The difference between one who bears the cross and one who don't? Is simply