11/07/2007
I am going through major change. God just invested tons of pain into my life, so really going through major upgrade. Never went through a bigger upgrading project with God, in my life. My pass, is rubbish.
Unconditional love, is the giving of love even when it pains to the max. It is the abandonment of your emotions, and pushing on with love. Like running a race, passing on the baton to the next person, even if your knees have dislocated.
I am an INTP. Don't know if i totally like it that way, guess not. But it's me, if God accepted me , then i will accept myself. If God believes in me, there is no reason why i should stop believing and running.
I will freeze the bad points, and malfunction them. Or at least i will try, with the grace of God.
- They may venture so deeply into thought as to seem detached, and often actually are oblivious to the world around them.
- INTPs will often correct others (or be sorely tempted to) if the shade of meaning is a bit off. While annoying to the less concise, this fine discrimination ability gives INTPs so inclined a natural advantage as, for example, grammarians and linguists. - Apparently i don't happen to be some grammarians or linguists. But i guess i am better at science and logical thinking. Don't know?
- A major concern for INTPs is the haunting sense of impending failure. - This i am going to change! Because in God there is no failures, just the obedient and disobedient. My confidence and thinking is in him.
- They spend considerable time second-guessing themselves. - This is going to be done with God from now on. God, Scream into my head, get my attention!
- The open-endedness (from Perceiving) conjoined with the need for competence (NT) is expressed in a sense that one's conclusion may well be met by an equally plausible alternative solution, and that, after all, one may very well have overlooked some critical bit of data. - Will be more cautious, and not hurry things.
- An INTP arguing a point may very well be trying to convince himself as much as his opposition. In this way INTPs are markedly different from INTJs, who are much more confident in their competence and willing to act on their convictions. - This is not true. I act upon my conviction, but will only change my perception, if the other party manage to hit my brain. It's not an easy task to hit my brain.
- This fascination for logical wholes and their inner workings is often expressed in a detachment from the environment, a concentration where time is forgotten and extraneous stimuli are held at bay. - I don't forget about time. Because i only think when i have the time to. When i am sitting down and stoning or really disturbed. Besides that, time is usually on my mind, however this is usually not applicable regarding the usuage of the internet, or for the matter the computer.
- INTPs and Logic -- One of the tipoffs that a person is an INTP is her obsession with logical correctness. Errors are not often due to poor logic -- apparent faux pas in reasoning are usually a result of overlooking details or of incorrect context. - When i manage to correct this, my thinking can be more or less imba! Aiya, i don't know, however bias my choice of view, i choose to perceive things this way. Hey, till you can convince me, no one is changing that opinion of mine. My thinking is pretty dimensional, complex, and beyond the average human mind's comprehension abilities. Then again, if it is so analytical, and complicated, no one is going to get my idea, so i will be simplifying the idea. Oh wells, God has the final say.
- In the extreme, this conceptual essence wants no form or substance to verify its reality. - This is true, sadly, at times. My concepts are beyond the wildest imagination, then again, how will you be able to verify that what i am speaking is the truth? Guess what? I myself don't know.
- In seasons of low energy level, or moments of single-minded concentration, the INTP is aloof and detached in a way that might even offend more relational or extraverted individuals. - To be more cautious again.
- In a crisis, this feeling judgment is often silenced by the emergence of Thinking, who rushes in to avert chaos and destruction. In the absence of a clear principle, however, INTPs have been known to defer judgment and to allow decisions about interpersonal matters to be left hanging lest someone be offended or somehow injured. - God is guiding the brain now.
In conclusion, INTPs, looks like misfits in society, even in a group of INTPs, i presume they might not have great relations. This conclusion is made in the consideration that we neglect all other dimensions, for instance, interests, background, and fields of experience.
However, upon using their intelligence and perceptions wisely, INTPs can churn out gazillion breakthroughs, if the thinking is directed, focused, and nurtured in a desirable condition.
To sum it up in one statement - God take control of my thinking!
Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine