God i wonder.
Is it me or what?
Maybe i should just keep trusting you and her?
Is that it?
Tell me about it!

Rar
Sorry God for not listening, so screaming at you now.
In life there is colour, and red is one of them. One of the primary colours.
Red, a colour, can be used to convey many messages, i guess red is happening in my life now.
I don't know, i only know God knows.

Is it so hard to trust? Maybe i feel like i cant trust anyone? Rarrrr, another computation problem to fix.

Just checked my brain, Found this.
Thoughts > Emotions > Trust > Reliability > Unknown and abstract > You can't trust, cause you know everyone will eventually fail, you know you are not supposed to fully trust someone, only God
<<<<
Thoughts > Apply feelings, judgments into thoughts > Self analysis > So do i really trust anyone? Do i trust God? > Answer > No
Thoughts > Apply feelings, judgments into thoughts > Self analysis > So what do i do? > Go talk to God, and find a way to just simply trust.
Thoughts > Apply feelings, judgments into thoughts > Self analysis > Conclusion > I perpetually don't trust anyone at all > I guessed i was hurt > So now this is hurting you > Panic > Stop > Make a choice > Fix the problem with God
Computation ends. Full stop.