Alright i found this dude > Steve jobs > on self improvement > stumble upon.
Thought this dude was really inspiring.
So gonna write it down here.
His three stories and messages

1. Keep trusting in something, for me that will be God.
2. Love what you do. The heaviness of being successful, was replaced by being a beginner again.
Sometimes life is gonna hit your head with a brick, don't lose faith. You gotta find what you love! It is as true as it is for work, and for your love. Your work is gonna fill a large part of your life, the only way to be satisfied is to do great work. The only way to do great work, is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking, don't settle. As like with any great relations, it keeps getting better and better as the years roll on. Don't settle, keep looking!
3. As you live each day, as your last, some day you would be most certainly right.
'If today would be the last day in my life, would i want to do what i am about to do? When the answer has been no, too many days in a role, i know i need to change something. Almost everything, falls away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering you will die, will just help you avoid the trap of being afraid to do what you want to do. What and how you would want to live life.
Death is the single best invention in life. It's life change agent, it clears out the old, to make way for the new. Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone's else's life. Hmmm

Been trying to live in some way or other, others lives. But neh, it only made my life better =) so i copied all i want, and i took that as my motivation i guess, but the intentions and though processing behind gotta be programed correctly, if not it might just turn out to be some virus attack when i don't even know. Virus scan softwares are nice. I like them. Cause they help us kill our bugs. And come to think of it, they are a lot more nicer than house work, cause we simply activate them =)

I think i found what i like to do, i am still not entirely sure about it, but it has been there since i was young i would say. Sigh the downside of my personality which values change and challenge is that i am not settled entirely, i guess. Many times i think i live in grey areas, where i don't exactly know what i want to do with my life, but there are somethings that are clear, and simply against my morals and convictions.

Trusting God, was never easy, but the more i trust him, the easier it gets. And in fact, it is so easy, because God keeps shutting me up, no point arguing with him, because you are just simply wasting your time.
I am still thinking about those 5 things that i like doing, or at least think so.
There is a common similarity between all of them, and that is computation.

Here's the link to the video. I am lazy to compute this one. Typing is always faster. Ha!
http://video.stumbleupon.com/#p=8n0w6a0pwv