I am wondering what is happening to my life?

I feel so hollow, shallow, like there is nothing that much deeper. Or maybe i am just simply being Emo now? Ha. read some emo posts maybe. But i guess, i am wondering at my pace. It seems slow enough.

Oh, i would very much like to hear what others will describe me as...?
I would very much like to hear what others think about me...?
I wonder what i am good at, and what others think i am good at...?

But i have a feeling half the statements they give, is going to be so false.
And the thing i i don't have to care what others say. Because i know God accepts me anyway, but the thing is we all need some reassurance. I would very much like someone to come and give me some very simple answers.

For all those who are reading T h i s, if you can give me an answer, your effort to do so would be very much appreciated.

Hmm...
I think i would still give up more for my ministry than what i want to learn and research, people matter. But hey, i need some assurance than i am making a difference in people's lives. I need some assurance that an impact is made.
God tell me all he wants, but its different when i hear it from you?

I've been calling up tons of members like sometimes about 20?
I got a camp committee to meet.
I have 3 meetings today.
And my brain is ZAPPED!
Oh FTV, things changed, i am helping Aza now. I dont mind, but i find it a bit odd. I will get used to it. The things that have changed, i dont really like it. Dont think i have enough time to change man. Oh at least the rate it is going? It seems too slow.
Oh, and i have made up my mind to use Sunday as a day to changed lives. Spend time with people. And the first few Sundays went to you. You know it.


I need some assurance from the person i care most. Tell me more than just those words.
Want to encourage me?
You can figure things out up there.