I feel like a physciatrist, listen to all my close friends and best friend's problems. Till it all becomes a problem to me. Not that i dont want to litsen to your, but i am about to explode man. Like a bottle with high pressure. Dont wait till the brisance happens...

You know i sacrifice time to listen to your? I have things to do la! And no i am not that free as you think. Becuase i am busy with things that i never will be able to do in my life if i am in an instituition or company.
I am not chasing your away...but ya...think about how i feel as well?
Honestly, sitting here working is one of the worst palces to be in for me. Because the air con spoilt, so it is an oven stove here. I stare at numbers for 6 hours and stamp receipts as required. I talk to no one literally. You know the difference between msn conversation and someone real.

I am barely smiling at all...no i am sighing.
Someone, come tell me things arent that bad?

And honestly guys, dont wait till i have to blog this down then you all come and tell me...its quite dumb dont your think so?

I told myself, people matter, people are important. I told myself, i want to make a difference in people's lives. I know i do. But dont you all know its different when you tell me? Having to tell myself that i make a difference is dumb as well. Because i ahve to PYSCHO myself that yes i make a difference.

Hello!!!! Anyone getting me?

Someone, anyone, come tell me your lief rocks now!!! Make me feel like mine rocks as well.
Oh not goign to school? SUCKS!!because you have little social interaction, and you most probablyl lead a boring life.

I care, i might have cared too much, till i stop caring for myself. Now i might even stop caring about everything and everyone...someone stop me.
What i might end up doing isnt nice. So someone stop me...

Autophobia - Being alone isnt that bad at times.