Oh, had camp comm meeting. A bit disappointed.
Actually quite la. I prayed hard to not get into logistics. Actually i didn't pray. But ya i mean like i sian of logis man. I like sick of it already. I think i will feel alot of stress being in logis. Really. I did it in mission trip. I was in logis for area camp. And little areas in my life i was given the task of logis. That is so sad la. The whole church seems to be viewing me as a logistics guy.
DAMN sick!

WHEN HONESTLY I THINK I AM NOT!!!

I am good at sequence, but giving me something structured is the wrong thing to do! Sigh. Honestly la, i wanted so badly to be in publicity. But serving God has never meant your interests were above God's. But oh wells. I know God is going to teach me a lesson here. So i am not going to miss out on the lesson. And i have more confidence in Programming than Operations. But okay la, given the chance i would still do what i am assigned to in camp comm...because i still have a slight say in games. Can contribute ideas =)
When actually i hope i could be part of the team that fuels the idea.

Pretty sure you are going to see a lot more inspiration and ideas burst forth from me in programming than in logis. Wa stress la!

SIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
God surrendering sounds easy, it is. But making the choice isn't at times.

Aiya, in logis already, not going to switch, but i am just afraid i would look over at programming and feel misplaced. Insignificance might have a hold of me. Not good if that happens. I guess accepting my role is the best thing to do now. But SIGH SIGH SIGH!!!!!!