Alright i have mixed feelings. I remember how it feels like sitting for your first O level paper.
And slowly the subsequent papers will just lose that anxious spell. That anxiety. To the point it doesnt bother you anymore when its like the last paper? Ya, the last paper you would be thinking what to do after your last paper. What to eat. Where to go. Who to go out with. When you finish the last paper, you will have Post O level syndrome. For most, they will go back home to their study table to find out that they need not study any more. Some gather for a bond fire.
But the first paper, is like getting married at 16, alright no... thats exaggeration. But yeah...the feeling is kinda weird. I think i have both. Went through Os already, going through it again would definitely be different.

When i sat for Os last year, was wondering why were there people in outside clothes. Found out and start despising them. No wonder God says dont despise, you never know you end up like one of them. And i would like to think that they arent that dumb all together. But sometimes just by reading their body language as they sit for the paper you can tell whether they study or not. Or if they really understand what they studied. But pretty sure they will beat you on the streets. Guess i have a pretty fair balance.

Sometimes i feel like learning social engineering, but we all know its wrong. But i think its cool. Oh social engineering is something your school doesnt teach you, and if you know how to use it, you can trump on the streets. You can have a degree and a social engineer has the potential to manipulate you...that is the power of social engineering.

Alright, trying to find my way to get to the school. Duneran secondary. I think i will just reach around 2.10. Dont really like going to a school with no one accompanying me. And so far i only know its near bukit batok mrt station. What bus...i dont know.


O level does change people's life and perspectives.

Been there done that.