I think i lack affection. Gosh. I am having so much of it, and i think i am lacking.

Simply because i expect more, and you get lesser than what you expected, thus feeling a lack of what you expect.

I guess i do look at wrong places. I guess i wish certain things would have turn out the way i wish and want. And yes i guess i am still pretty much hurting.

I cant comprehend why is it so hard to focus on God and ask love from him? When actually it isnt that difficult...
HMMM...Hidden meanings