I wish i can just shut up, create a filter in my brain.
Throw away all the problems i have. Delete them.
I dont mind having someone's 'ability' now.
I wish readers will not know about me.
I wish i can eat the blood that is spilling out of my mouth.

But Hell...i cant.


I tried being an introvert, didnt work. Going to try again. But i cant eat my blood and filter thoughts, because by eating the blood you recall those problems.

Sick.