His dream is to make me smile.

19/11/2007

gerry says (1:59 AM):
but maybe simply becos life goes on, you get another chance to make things better
having a tmr means there is hope
Each number tells a story says (2:01 AM):
to me now, tmr means having to face up to the pain i am going through
things never end overnight.
I get prayed for today, and the hurt is still there isnt it?
Each number tells a story says (2:02 AM):
Yes that tmr will come, when things get better, but its a long wait, and its still long, but maybe as i keep waiting, the wait gets shorter.

Salvation isnt here, but its coming. And i am waiting. I am waiting for rain. God promised, it can take years, but his grace is sufficient, so i shall keep waiting. I wont die, i cant, not by him by my side, i am dead already, but because of his stubborn grace, i am still not yet totally smite out.

Anberlin - dismantle: Holds a fraction of my current expression.

gerry says (2:11 AM):
healing is a process that will take a long time
Each number tells a story says (2:12 AM):
i am dead enough, surrendered quite some time ago
gerry says (2:12 AM):
in the meantime be strong and hopeful
Each number tells a story says (2:12 AM):
yeah...trying hard to.

I dont have a choice do i?

Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine