30/11/2007
I am seriously finding this very painful.
God i know i will be facing up to my pain in less than 40 hours left. And i am still struggling big time. Telling another human being wont help.
Sometimes the closest to you just missed it so badly. Just didnt see the hurts that cut so deep. Maybe seen it, but yet not doing anything, so is that still close? I wish someone heard. But time passed. Bleeding.
Not here.
Too hurt to move on like this. God i pray i will not have to break things.
OF GREAT MISTREATMENT AND GREAT DISCOMFORT.
I am moving church.
I pray i don't have to leave my current one with a trail of blood.
Maybe i am just too afraid to look at the blood.
Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine
