I watched spiderman 3. I think its super cool.
Venom. Uncle Ben. Bells. I forgive you.
I think spiderman is an extremely good show. Because i never watched any show that shows its villains that hurts, that suffers in pain, that is not cynical, that cries, that regrets.

I never watched a show that is able to map out such importance in each character. Every character is Vital to the story, without that character, the story is different. Its the first show that made me think and look at villains differently, made me appreciate each character, every.

There were cheesy lines, but i never watched an action thriller and teared before. I teared at the part where Flint Marco, Sand man...was telling spidy what he did to Uncle Ben. How spidy said i forgive you. But i didnt like the piano that came in at that part, because i was able to tear more, than i see spiderman smile. Hahaha.
Also, how Harry chose to defend spiderman from Venom. How Harry made that sacrifice, i wonder would we do that for broken friendships, for misunderstandings made, to convince that love is still there. Yes i was screaming NO!!!!

It made me see how even spiderman, a hero all together in the public's eyes, yet is prone to so much pain, and choosing to fall in and give in to the venom. Its the only show i see the hero turn evil. The only show that depicts, each character most vulnerable weaknesses, it wasnt who they are, its whats inside them, its their choice. Maybe thats like all of us. Our choices change so much of us. Somethings we may not be able to choose, and for those that we are able, how i pray that every choice was right, guess thats why we need God so much. Not because he is God as per say, but because we are humans. We are vulnerable.

God, sorry. And yes i feel your forgiveness.

Maybe, forgiving was easier than holding on to revenge, to hurt, to pain. Because Forgiving, is giving, is letting go. Its lighter that way isnt it? Your journey on is so much lighter isnt it? When you start letting go more, and more, and only chase after one. One that matters, your dream, yes your dream. When you start remembering how light it is, without so much pain, your dream becomes so much more real doesnt it?

Yes, sometimes, guys dont listen and say they understand, but the truth is they dont. I guess i stop saying i understand till i went through it.

Spiderman values marriage, where marriage is not about loving your partner only, but whether you are ready. Whether as a man you are able to put your wife before yourself. I guess thats the pain of man, putting his wife before himself, because when he does that, it really hurts a lot at times. And a real gentleman is one that chooses to still be there when his wife hurts him. When he thinks of her hurt before his.


We need God not because he is God as per say, but because we are humans. We are vulnerable. We are hurt.