His dream is to make me smile.

10/11/2007

For all who wants to understand me, and help me. Please remember what is written in the posts. I dont like repeating why it hurts, its quite dumb you know.,,

Like ask a raped victim...How Did he rape you? Why did he rape you? How were you rape?
How long was it? WAS IT NICE? Why, why why?

RETARDS! Wake up the idea...you dont ask questions, you find clues not from the victim, but from elsewhere, INFER! INTERPRET. Stop giving excuses that you cant read my brain, i am kind enough to post here, so be a bit more resourceful and just read the posts. I dont think i am evil enough to use mathematics to express my thoughts and emotions. I did that a few times, but not here. Not that bad. I could have been evil and just shut up all together, as promised by one of the previous post.

Think about what concerns me, think about randomness, i dont specific or give value to the issue or the subject at times, so use these clues.

I find brokenness.

I am repeating myself, i have not changed, its this part of me which you all never see before, i seldom see it as well. Where bitterness of the tears is mixed with bitterness from the heart.

Shit i am going church.

Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine