Thanks Randolf.
I dont know if it took you courage to pray for me, or how you felt before you pray for me, but i still want to thank you. That prayer meant a lot to me.
And i am glad you read the signs and took action. Maybe because you sat beside me and read what i wrote. Was more than obvious i needed it. I mean even joachim can tell.
Oh thanks for all those who showed concern about my well being. Appreciate it.
I will forget the words you say (another person) and remember the essence of it. As expected almost everyone didnt understand how i felt, as expected, all the answers were trying to comfort me, but it only brought more pain, because people didnt understand.

Randolf, its been years since someone prayed such a significant prayer for me, the right prayer at the right time, at a weird junction. I was smiling and grinning to myself on the irony of everything you said initially in the prayer, i was objecting to everything you said, i didnt believe when you did. But when you hit...Crying out for spiritual restoration...i just broke down i guess. I didnt want to hide my feelings.

Been hiding all this while.
I want to cry in camp. God thats a request, it isnt a wish. Because i forgot how it felt like crying when i am being prayed for....until today.