Ya, the young ones look up to me, was i being fake all together? Did i care too much? Why did everything fall so fast? Why does it happen in exponential rates? <- Maths.

It hurts to hit the bottom

I think if only i have fought them.

RELIENT K - WHEN I GO DOWN.


I cared too much. God how irritating. Why was it always my strength and not yours? Why do i never get that concept right?
I dont mind fasting 2 days straight, just to get that concept right....No i mean constantly apply it.


Vision 500 - Thank GOD if i am still in that 500 when the vision comes to past.


I pray i dont change too much, i pray i still retain tihs part of me which i dont want to lose.

God its so hard! Thats because i am stubborn!