Afraid
that a dream i wait to fulfill after a decade comes crashing down all together.
And while
Waiting
a sense of liberation and freedom runs through my skin.
My Confidence belongs to God
but i wonder if its there.


I Trust God.
But...

Is this trust an expectation to fulfill my dream,
or...
I really hold on to God's hand and know he will just give me what is best...which may not be the dream i am having right now.


No...God does not fail me, i fail myself.