Totally in love with mute math!!! My next obsession!

This song of theirs - Control...Can seriously set me off dancing, jumping, and just shaking my head to the beat =) Euphoric sensation. Splendid endorphins.
This song has now make it to my favourite s charts. It will most probably be remembered throughout my whole life =)


I got to know 3 new people, saw a friend's boyfriend, and made one friend. My social circle has seriously exploded this year, i'm wondering if i can take of all this together. But nevertheless i was complaining about it two years ago, and felt depressed over it.
And i am not going to be affected by how others see me as a flirt, which is like whatever, so not true.

I used to say i want to be a kid again, and i know many people says that too, but i come to realise if you live your life in ways that are just plain fun, innocent in your perspective, i find contentment. And right now i dont feel like i want to be a kid, cause i am having the most fun in my life ever =) Its been a good 2 months odd, and not one day has been upsetting, at most just tormenting to my emotions over pass thoughts.

Camp comm meeting was fun =) Staying over at Ronald's hs was great, and i loved his question.
Will we ever surprise God?
I dont wish to conclude a definite answer, but its thought provoking =)


I've been looking at relations fall apart again, and seriously i think its dumb.
Its just difference in communication.
To the "acceptable breed of both genders", i would now explain the common scenario expected.
The guy totally falls in love with the girl. She has became his new found obessesion, addiction, and his mind is constantly afflicted by euphoric thoughts of her, but he doesnt mind. Around 6 months into the relationship, he suddenly pulls back = stop talking, avoiding, feels that she is super demanding, just plain ignorance towards her. The girl feels damn hurt. What happens here, is that the guy has used up his love tank.
All guys have love tanks, and its the girls duty to keep it filled, of course works vice versa.
The guy when feeling that his love tanks out, will refill it by, having space and time to himself, he needs to love himself, before he can love the girl. When girls get this concept, so much arguing and hurts can be avoided, so girls just let the guys go.
But of course guys, gotta know girls need assurance and security, so dont be so...i dont know? Just suddenly leave the girl aside all together, tell her that you need time and space for yourself, not that the girl has lost her appeal, but he has finished his love tank. Assure her you would come back, you have no idea how long it would take, but you would. And girls, the more you interfere with him being alone to himself, the longer he is going to be done with refilling the love tank.

Which guy would not think about girls? If you find one, then he isnt a guy. Which guy would go think about another girl whom he doesnt like first? Of course he will think about the girl, and after a while he will miss you when you leave alone him long enough. This is when he most probably would come running back to the girl.
However, under normal circumstances, the girl would start panicking when the guy is off to fill up his love tank, and then starts demanding for an explaination, then he gets pissed, or upset because he feels controlled, and next she feels hurt and blames him. In other words plainly, the girl who doesnt understand the guy is blaming him for doing whats natural and good for the both of them, stopping him from refilling his love tank.
So girls i hope you know what happens with guys now, so just leave them alone...seriously, if the guy really loves you, he will definitely come back.

Euphoric sensation.
Good luck to me who hasnt mugged for mole, but other stuff. That isnt dumb, its jsut plain stubborn and ignorance.