12/03/2008
Today my head felt like exploding.
My neck was palpitating by the blood pumping up into my head.
I started seeing blue things across my vision.
Oxygen depleted from my brain causing me to feel slightly nausea.
Its the first time i trained in cold weather for track.
The wet track just made it all the more difficult to run in the beginning.
Her face was blemished by the acid, yet my heart did not deter its course, and kept to its promise.
I find myself proud, that i still find love beyond looks, that love was genuine.
I had a dream.
I thought about how obsessed a guy can get with a girl he likes.
He would treat her like a princess, carrying her stuff, being there when she needs him.
He would say sweet stuff, and would seriously mean it, if he really mean it.
He would keep thinking about her, and look forward to the next time they meet.
He would miss her voice, and yearn to listen to it.
He would think of what does she like, and buy it for her.
He would let his emotions be led astray by the new found addiction.
I'm still thinking.
Maybe that just shows, i still retain cognitive function.
Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine