I dont know if its a happy birthday to me...i guess not?
My legs are breaking now, i think i can sit on my sofa for an hour without doing anything.

I felt upset that i disappointed people.
I felt happy from the two precious gifts i received =) yeah that was one of the few things that i can smile for today...a cool book, and 250g of amos cookies. Both friends are greatly valued.
For those who chose to rescue my dire situation, thank you too =)
Happy that...so many people wished me happy birthdays...but i guess some recalled because of my blog, some heard from other friends, and some remembered. All are valued, and remembered.
I felt tired, because my weekend was dedicated to planetshakers and Tim Hughes, a camp, a concert.
I felt sad for those who wanted to come but cant.
I felt sad that i didnt give good directions, i am usually good at this, but waterloo was ???
I was taken aback at first by the disappointment expressed, but after some reflection...kind of agreed. Sighs...oh wells. I considered joining an acapella group in future, but i am reconsidering.
I guess i kinda love singing, but the work needed to put inside is quite tiring...
I felt melancholic as well...it wasnt the best dinner of my life, but simple and maybe clean?
I felt flustered because i was presented with the threat i cannot perform today after 3 months of work due to a technical fashion error.

I learnt a lot of stuff from Pre U sem Boot Camp. Verbal Fluency = striking
Yeah humans are narcissistic, check out all the I s up there.

I wont forget the speech given by Jim Key...Its never too late to follow your dreams. His sign language will stick in my head.


God, its been something i wanted to do for a long long time, since years ago.
Well maybe today is a good day to start. I am 18. People at my age are now allowed to smoke drink and watch porn. I will take on a different route. To respond to the...
Call to Scintillate

Start chasing :
My God
My Promise
My Dream


But again, i wonder how long can i persist. So God help me out on this k?

I would be taking on a muggers life now. But as you all know i aint that kind of person, i have crazy things i want to do, crazy ideas i want to carry out.


Off to mug, and seriously i wish i have time to write stuff down in my green book.


Start Chasing