07/05/2008
I am not going to touch the computer all the way till end of summer test, 22nd May.
I will only use the computer for PW purposes.
I will be a good boy, stop slacking, and continue preparation for summer test.
I will finish all my work in the name of Jesus! :D Amen!
I will not submit to stupid temptations like computer games. (At this age, what a disappointment Joey)
I am only ALLOWED to use the computer on Saturday = my relax day.
I will pray when i feel tiredness oozing out of my soul.
I will use the phone to invest into people, make arrangements, call up for work purposes.
OMG!!! Summer test in 9 days. Thats a friday, with chinese and GP paper. More or less prepared for Gp, but chinese is pretty unstable. Never failed so badly in my life before. Loll. I mean i got a U. But i was in no condition for it anyway.
God i doubt the statements i made up there. I seen myself fall flat on these kind of stuff. Please help me ask you for help, endurance, determination, motivation, and seriously strength, and the ability to see the importance of summer test relating to promotion. I dont want to get retained, i wont be able to accept that reality. I mean summer test is 40% Totally sweet :D
But judging on the conditions, few started, thanks to PW, and all the stupid work we have to manage.
Oh man, i want so much more than just promotion, but my effort and attitude...thumbs down.
The downfall of technology is that it has the ability to throw you off course.
Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine