I want to:

See the stars. There is a field near my house. Awesome place for star gazing. Mm...
Eat cold rock ice cream. The Bomb!
Do visual poetry.
Carry out my post it notes idea.
Play with light graffiti. Use light to write the word "God". Take a photo of it with friends =)
Sit at somewhere and look at everyone pass me by.
Fix my ipod. I need more Christian songs and put sermons into it.
Go on a mini movie marathon. Watch matrix trilogy.
Conduct mini bbq with close friends.
Finish some books and watching friends and an anime.

:do all these in my june holiday.
Which makes me think, isnt holiday suppose to be a time where we find ourselves most? Or be at a place where we feel most like ourselves? - Idea taken from lakehouse

To find myself, is to find God. For in God i find myself.

I doubt i will finished them.
I know there isnt something like drawing closer to God. I dont know...i guess i did not make the effort to go chase after God. But i am definitely not putting that down as one of the things i want to do just because its the right answer, or i am expected to.

Mm...
Things changed.
But i still question.