Amazing Race (Youth Impact Edition) was a blast.
Had serious fun, thought my team was really strong and pretty determined.
Our position was pretty good =)
Canoe ing was hilarious. With water in our mouths, we cant speak, and we almost capsized =)
Thanks Mu Xin for making that short 10 mins so awesomely fun.

I think my current cell leader is extremely caring for a guy.
I hope i dont break his heart when i tell him about my plans next time.

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Megalife
I guess i still love megalife a lot. My reflections on my thoughts and feelings about Megalife led me to conclude i have mix emotions about it.
We talked.
Was it wrong to challenge?
I thought offering challenge was first, not being a conformist, second checking on the current values and mindsets being established. At any one time if challenge is done under no intentions in causing harm, then the challenge was meant to build and opt for the better choice.

I hate dismissing people just like this...but i guess i do a little to that to my friends too.
I'm sorry? I dont know what to say about this.

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Pss...
My Kor likes to bang his head, and imagine he is playing drums when he listens to music during mealtimes. The best part is when he lifts up his hand about to clash the imaginary symbols, and you look at his mouth full of food.

Contracts
I thought about contracts in relationships/friendships.
It is not held under monetary terms, instead loving terms?
I thought about how i "signed" a contract with my Meis in front of God.
How i commit myself to being there and listening to them cry, whine, complain, talk rubbish....
How i try to be there almost 24/7.
I guess i commit and expect a lot more from myself than a normal Kor.
Hate to admit this, but sometimes i feel like i have 1 and a half Mei.

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The Stand
A song sung in megalife and not sung here.
A song sung when my hands are heavy, and heart is broken.
A song to declare my faith, and claim victory.
A song that brings my life into these dry bones.

I am still saying this and i am not ashamed to say this, in fact proud,
I still feel at home in megalife =)