Warning: This post is highly random!

God, no randomness is too much for you to handle, so i am going to tell you this. Please try to answer this prayer as well as you can. If not better =)
God i pray for a wife, whose smile rocks, BIG TIME! And even when she is 60 years old, her smile would still rock BIG TIME! :)

God here are my wishes, and things i want to do at this year end. When i finally motion towards something called holidays.

I want to go work, in a Japanese restaurant, so i can eat their sushi when i am hungry =) work with a classmate or something. I cant really grab poly dudes, they will be still mugging.
I want to go overseas with my classmates to shop and eat. I SERIOUSLY want to do that, i pray my parents will allow =/ but if they dont, i am sure you have better plans.
I want to let creativity flow, like seriously flow...I've seen my gift...I want to see how far it can take me. God more importantly, i know you will take me further.

My wishes are little now, but the list will DEFINITELY grow. But to begin with, i already have a list, wonder how many people already have their lists up in their head. Actually quite a few i guess.

God please grant me motivation, and the effort to push for that promotion.
God i pray somehow things would pull off, i really pray you will help me here.

God I've been asking if i matter to her or not, i am just lifting it up into your hands.
Not that her, is not the her you are thinking about, actually it is, oh i dont know...no seriously its not her...
God i wrap this piece of precious gem in this rugged cloth, its the most i can afford. I hope you will accept it.

Its weird how sometimes you look at a photo, you see two persons. And you know there is a crack between the two. Yet they were captured in one piece, at a particular time frame. Is there still value in the photo? Or does the photo speak of the once pieced together pair, that now lay as broken pieces.
God i wonder if i really feel accused.
I've been hearing a lot of this word the past few days. And yeah, its apt...


Justify.

Justified?

or...

Justified?

Justify.


I cant help but ponder at the value of it all. The value lost. The years lost.
May forgiveness find a way into those two hearts, just like forgiveness found its way into the other heart.
Amen.


Here s Einstein quiz. Its okay that i didnt make it into the 2%, i can only assign to the simple reason, i am better at creating than conforming.

I found another person who appreciates my gift and art.
Thanks :)

And say i am here now...
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