A friend asked me today, "Why her?"
3 to 4 times. "Why her?"

My first answer in my head, "She's different."
An absolutely naive, childish, and totally moronic answer to me.
I refuse to allow that answer to be my answer.

After some rethinking, "Her smile rocks.".
I instantly received a refute from my cognitive organ, reprimanding me for finding another friend's smile being more awesome!

I walked towards the bus stop with my pal.
"No one else can..."
I blurted, a subtle smile hints.

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I went to the toilet and found a better answer =)

She is irreplaceable.
My friend thought that was either a lazy answer, or a complex one.

Yet to that statement, i thought...Irreplaceable only under the condition...

*Sorry for the inconvenience caused, as the above statement was replaced with 3 dots.

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My dad chased a thief with a broom.
He told me that the money the thief took was enough to pay 8 years of installment for the house i am living in now. Its half a million yen i think.
He joked, "Yo brother!" Statement is directed to the thief, "I am an old man, so are you, why not we just split the money 50-50 and go home?"

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There are many things i want to do.
And gaining better control over my frontal lobe is one of them.
I have discipline to some extent, but measuring the discipline, is a much more interesting way to do things.
One of them is to blog only on Saturday.
I experienced different mugging environment.
And I've been wanting to mug in the airport from 10 to 10.
Will try it soon.
The airport seems like the greatest place to mug, since its big, vast, spacious, and the chance to walk around every time you award yourself a break.

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I like the idea that some people are "republishing" from my posts =)
But i think it might stop...so hee.

Sunshine :D

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Regarding the first and second section of this post:
I wrote it down, because...i just like the narration of it.
No seriously.

My friend's right in saying i should have a good answer to that question.
But i prefer not to think about such things, its best left in the "freezer" apartment of my brain.
Whats the point of thinking and only being able to do one thing; Wait.

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Geraldine Chang if you ever read this...
"You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what he has promised."
Hebrews 10:36

Guess that verse came at a moment where i needed something to cheer me on.
Rethink. Reset. Revive.
It's written on the 2004 Christmas Gift, which is a... a... i have no idea whats that blue thingy called. Surprisingly, its one of the best gift i ever received =) Thanks.
I like my current wallet.

Things still look rather disastrous to me now, and its going to take years before everything looks approachable.
When will we stop clashing?
Its highly irritable.

Sometimes i wish words of wisdom, arent that wise...
Gerry Kong once said to me, "The older you grow, the greater your desire to get into a relationship."
I concede.
Pastor Daniel said, "I know some of you are feeling very lonely, (At that point of time, i did not feel lonely) but God is saying, wait, wait for the right one!"

I came to the conclusion, that life is all about waiting.
Ironically, we treat life as if there is no waiting to be done.
Honestly, aren't you waiting to die?
While waiting to die, you fight, with all your strength and determination, to make that wait last a little longer, a little more meaningful, a little more successful?

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Nothing beats the feeling of warmth.
Yes. Warmth.

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Fly like this man.
Stop and think.


Fly.