I dreamt.
Had a lot of REM sleep this weekend =)
My dreams were interesting.
Most of them consists of people whom i miss, and i want to be with.
One of the person, happen to fall into both categories.

There was one dream where it took on a whole different dimension.
I dreamt of the house i lived in, as big as a school.
People walked through my house to get to their house which is part of my house.
There are many buildings as my house, its as if i owned a condo.
And there was one moment where i turned and looked all around me, and all that i saw was my house.

I dreamt of that. And questions sunk in. With the additional sermon on sex, love, and lust, that sort of stuff. I wonder if its still possible.

--

The starving monster. The substitute for intimacy.

--

That beyond the layers of ingenuity, if i would be able to dig deep enough to find the genuine bit. If i ever do so, i guess i succeed. Of course consistency in genuinity. However, the first step might just be the most difficult step. The second step, is as difficult but on a different dimension.

Still in my opinion, it could have been so much more.
Things were'nt ready, but seriously, it could have been...


So


Much


More.