I was drained till i went out for a 1.2km half sprint.

Watching the inconvenient truth somehow allowed a sense of hopelessness to overcome me.
I finished reading GP essay book. Alright there are 2 more essays, but near finish.

Their essays are God like.
Progressive, clean, concise, effect is well driven, and the conclusions usually catch me by surprise. Every line is crafted to impress you.
Some of their sayings are just seriously shocking.

I think i never studied so much in my life for 3 days straight, yet i feel under accomplished?
I guess i always set unrealistic goals?
God told me it was more than good, he is proud of me, and its actually a lot.

After skipping, God actually said, "99.9% of the time, you set unrealistic goals."

Candice said this to me, "like what you say,God sees the effort
and He sees things in His standard, not our standard
sometimes we think that His standard is always higher than ours, but maybe not necessarily."

Ever thought that way? That we expect more from ourselves than God expects of us?

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There are two things i want to invent, if i ever dive into the inventing game.
A kind of wear, that regulates body temperature, both preventing us from feeling too hot or too cold, since Global warming is screwing up all our temperatures.
And the other one: If we can generate electricity from our excretion, that would be great."
:D

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I just read about proper breathing techniques.

Its rather intriguing how we so easily overlook such minor yet major details.
If proper breathing techniques are applied, it would reduce anger, anxiety, depression, fatigue, irritability, muscular tension and stress.

Here s the link.

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I'm turning introvert, but i guess i'm still an extro.
I realise i dont mind turning intro cause i might find myself having too many friendships to maintain, so i dont see any point in getting more friends. At least friends that need maintainance.
One of the most important thing you must know about me...
Reciprocation is extremely important to me.
If you dont reciprocate, i would be easily discourage, and get tempted to strike you off from my friendship list.

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I have a "sweets" theory.
Assuming:
Every human being has 10 sweets of love.
If they only have one boy/girl friend in their life, then that boy/girl friend would get all the ten sweets.
If an individual had 9 boy/girl friends, and one husband/wife, then each one of them only gets one sweet.
Hence due to this simple theory, i believe in the first and last concept.
Why cant we increase the number of sweets?
Simply because, you cant turn back time. Everyone is 13 once.
Every relationship takes time to nurture.
For those who gives out too many of their sweets, the value of their final boy/girl friend would drop drastically.

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If i ever become a psychiatrist, i would research into social dynamics, publish some papers, and become famous =)
I might look into age - behaviour dynamics.

I am using dynamics as i lack a better word for it.

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I just drank soyabean milk.

I wonder who loves milk too.

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Thanks Mei for opening up =)