Speed mug.
Speed mug?
Speed mug!

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Met Abel.
It was nice to recall how we got to know each other.
So thanks Janel for asking Abel that question, and Abel for recalling, since it made me smile.
It was my brother's 21st birthday.
A great way to remember a great friend.


Yes 7 days before promos and i am still out.

I would have total freedom till wed, since no one is at home.
It may just be bad.

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I felt a flood of inspiration in my head when i was on my way home.

7 days. No 6. 6 days can do a lot.
In the last 6 days of Jesus life on earth, he could have simply gave up and forsake the cross.
In 6 days, many people would die, records set, babies borned, divorces, break ups, many tears shed, and me accomplishing everything i want to for mid course.

And Candice...yes i know how you feel about the consultation, I've always left the subs i dont like to mug last, i.e maths, but Mr Lin is too nice a teacher for me to not mug maths.
And i thank God for 'misplacing' you and Wayne, but more specifically you in my class, so i wont feel so alone about my tendencies to like the arts more than the sciences. No a lot more.

I thank God for lowering my hopes and expectations when we were about to receive econs test results.
God kept telling me, "Your security is in me, not the subject you do best." Even if you failed, you will still smile.
I got an S. Which looks disgusting, but...i am still smiling. But basing on assumption, Wayne and I got the second highest score in class. And Candice broke the assumption, so...
Considering, i planned my essay outline, which resulted me to not have enough time to complete my essay, and i threw away 3 marks in my case study, because i didnt know i have to give the demerits of monopoly. 3 marks would have changed one grade, maybe two.

So am i still smiling?
I dont know.

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The answer is clear, do not settle for the second best.
Patience will go a long way.
Wait for the best.

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I'm thinking.

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I said that there is no higher life, only a contented life.
Higher life is one where you find contentment, and right now i dont feel too contented, there are a lot of things i want to do but i cant. Not Just Yet.

Then again, if Jesus can bring contentment....
Lets no dive into a discussion for the sake of you readers.

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I'm still thinking.

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Its one of the worst times to lose motivation, and i might have just got into that. zz.
To spend my time thinking if i can make it or break it.
To wonder if words still stand true.
I read enough psychology to know if I'm still thinking this way, my performance is going to plunge.
Which is more important?
Realistic expectations, or positive reinforcement that might inflate too much hope?

After 6 hours of sleep, i am still yawning.

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What if one day, your smile is robbed away by someone else. What will you do?
What if that someone else is one of your close friends?
Isnt it always the case, since your close friends have the capabilities to break your heart?

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In this hour of devastation, i still find music to swing my head to.
At least music to keep my heart beating.

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"Son, I am still here."

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"God on what reasons do you believe i can do it?"

"Son, I believe you can do it, because I know who you are. And I know you can do it."

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Left hanging.