There is only one justification in forgiveness.
Since Jesus forgave, you should too.

You have every right to forgive yourself, since Jesus died for you on the cross.
Your unwillingness to forgive yourself, is a downgrading of Jesus's death for you on the cross.

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Surrendering is hard, but I'm sure God sees the intentions.
Dont give in yeah?

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I hope this wasn't too preachy like. Its not that i am some holy saint, but yeah i guess i speak up for the truth even though i had second thoughts if i should post the stuff mentioned above.

I am not asserting the stuff i claim as final, but its what i believe in.

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For those who have grown desensitised through the course of time,
You are not alone.
Work may have piled up so high, till you forgot where you place your heart, till you lost genuineness.
When you start seeing the change take place so fast till you are not able to recognise even yourself.
You look in the mirror and wonder who have i turned into?
Why are my actions not reflecting God?
You start crying.
Wish you could turn back time, get a better hold of the whole situation, prepare for the change, and not let it sweep you off your feet.
A sense of remorse floods your inner being, and you wish you could do anything to get rid of it.
You wish you had the strength and courage to start praying again, or simply read your Bible, or just to do it consistently.
Maybe, you should have been more aware, before the hole, that emptiness gotten too big to handle.
You wish...you didnt have to wish for all these wishes.

For those 3 close to my heart, you are in my prayers.

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Be patient yeah?
God will eventually give rest.
Have the courage to face it yeah?
All it takes might just be you having the courage to face it, with God.
Face all of it with God.
Anyway, He seen the most thrash in history.
No matter how disgusting it looks to us, He will still smile at you, and embrace you.

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You are not in this alone.