The following gem, filled with wise, sincere and realistic words is stolen from Chai s blog.


I keep entering this cycle time and time again. Maybe it's time I break out of the cycle and start a linear graph. One that has a positive gradient. But it's the cycle that makes everything whole. All this while, I didn't acknowledge the one who was constantly there when none else was, who remained silent when I chose to rely on others and myself, who didn't reprimand when I disregarded His words, who opened His arms when I needed a crying shoulder, who gave me the words of life without which I would never have continued, who loved me even though I indulged in other things.

I really wanted somebody to be there.

But thank God, He sorted it out for me (:
I suppose God sorts things out not by changing the situation but by rearranging it.

I feel that people justify their actions with excuses. Justifiable excuses. But are we justified to even justify our actions? I thought God was the judge. I thought our actions, justifiable or not would be justified by God.

And God remains the judge.

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Awesome is the word to attribute to that extract.
Awesome.

I gained confidence, even though the words are imprinted beneath my skull.

In active voice:
I will stay as a loyal...
On the other hand, I remain neutral towards...

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God i pray things will pull off, now i understand why You made me target that friend first before the rest. I really pray for wisdom, and the Holy Spirit to break mindsets and open the heart for truth to reside.
This is possible, and i have the faith to see it through.
I guess its because i feel its much nearer than other stubborn cases.
There is hope.
God if it is wrong to think in the following way, please correct me.
As long as i make my friend see that it is a relationship, the extent of God's love, seeds will be able to grow, and eventually I would win a soul.
God let this be done in your name.
Amen.