I am coming clean here and now.

I dont feel i am in control of my life.
I know God suppose s to be in cotnrol, i am suppose to surrender...
What i really meant is...i cant do the things i want to do.
I still have school for 7 more days, and i have to rush for Chinese and OP.
I am struck with disbelief that i have school tmr.
I have many dreams, and wishes i want to fulfill this holiday, i am left powerless to do so at the current moment.

I implore all who are in their hols, please make full use of it!
Do the things you want to do with your life.
Bring glory to God.
Even if you are stuck at home, there are interesting things to do!

I implore all, please do not throw time away, its the best gift God gave.
If not for time, life cant be formed.
Through God s time, all things are created =)

I have I and R to complete, but i am reluctant to start, i rather sort my thoughts first.
I have 3 chinese papers to do.
An assessment book i bought for myself to start.
Dreams to dream and fulfill.

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For all the times, we think we've grown and change, i implore all to look from a different angle.
God repeatedly teach us the same lessons, dealing with the issues we struggle with time and again.
We are left to question, 'God i thought i am done and over with this issue?'.
The reason is simple, God has just thought us how to deal with the same issue on a deeper level.

I thought i grew, i thought i am grown up, i was wrong.
I still find myself left with much to learn.
I am afraid i have not learned enough to minimise the hurts i might inflict on my future partner.
Then again with such thoughts, i will never delve into intimacy again would i?

I thought i knew much when i was 16, the next two years, totally torn down that mindset.
According to mathematical induction, i would learn even more the next few years.

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Biennale was a disturbing arts exhibition.
I sat down for dinner and claimed i wont go back for the second time, i saw disappointment struck Wayne s face.
Now, i am reconsidering my statement.
I love the salt desert video.
Even though it was rather surreal, and most surreal stuff brings out the creeps in me.
80% of the stuff i saw was disturbing, even though their theme this year was WONDER.
Anyway, Google earth exhibit was the most personal and interactive exhibition.









There are many mind blowing concepts in Biennale.

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After many days of OP preparation, we resort to such mindless yet striking activities.
We played Frisbee in class =)
I love the ideas =)



















Gavin, believe me, this wasnt my idea.
Loll.

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I need to do something to the music i am feeding my ears.
I am starting to be extremely picky to the art i allow myself to submerge in.
I no longer take in good art, i take in edifying art.

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I started my white board concept, its apt in many cases.
Where visual communication work so much stronger than verbal.

I've been exploring many ideas, but never have the chance to do it.
I want to play with

• linguistics
• locomotion
• intonation variation in communication
• a game of 4, where communication is controlled and governed
• visual poetry

There s more.
I cant put them in point form.

Life is beautiful, when i put God in the picture.
I hereby give God the credit for creating the following entity: Inspiration
Which i have in abundant, at least to me =)

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I am beat, i will find a way to complete it all.
God s grace is sufficient =)
In that i put my trust.