06/11/2008
DONE with the chopping off links =)
Not done with the adding.
This will be a gradual process.
Will have to learn more CSS and whatnots.
I realised i am starting to get lazy to socialise.
Or from another perspective, just still away from people, from close friends, from gatherings, and find God =)
I have a free day. Today.
I was thinking of filling it up with company, ask one close friend whom i haven met for a very long time, but i decided against it.
I realised i wanted to make calls to certain significant people in my life, but i got lazy...because i just wanted time for myself?
I no longer feel the significance in the number of times i go out, or the number of times i spent with a close friend of mine.
I now prefer an outing that is memorable, a fragment that will be implanted to my memory.
I no longer find extreme significance in going to lan, pool or the things a teenage would do.
I find so much more significance, in sharing an exploration trip with a close friend, taking pictures together, sealing the time frame into our memory banks.
Even if i get to meet this close friend once this holiday, if that once is good enough to make me smile when i think about it one year later, I am Contented.
I said at the beginning of this week that i cant believe the year will end in less than 60 days.
I think too much has happened this year that i cant finish my reflections?
But one thing is for sure, i am going to start to prepare for Christmas really soon.
In the next 14 days it will start =)
Till then...
I wait in anticipation the time i will get to spend with God.
I am contented.
Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine